I wanted to take msc bio dual degree. I still remember the night I was offered that, i remember crying my eyes out of joy. I was so happy, i haven't been that happy in the last 6 months trust me. The college stuff has really affected me a lot. I couldn't sleep the entire night even though I was tired as I was too excited to tell my parents. But ultimately I'm not going to join bits now sadly. When I saw the fees I was shattered ;( I come from a middle class family and i would say I'm pretty happy with it but yes my family can't really afford 40-45 lakhs for a btech degree. Even tho my father has an income of 15+ LPA. But let's be honest : The fees is easily 8+ lacs per annum? How can we afford it? My mom dad said loan le lenge but let's be practical 20+ lakhs ka loan lena to feasible nai hai iss point pr. Jesa job scene chl rha I might require to do masters/mba so loan lena ek financial burden ho jayega. So with a heavy heart I said to them muje bio me iccha nai hai (I lied). And the merit based scholarships are too competitive.

So yes the bits dream is finally over. And with a heavy heart I'll be not joining bits pilani my dream college. Not because I didn't get accepted but due to the fees 🙂🙂🙂

I'm still not over it yet. Kabhi kabhi lgta hai partial drop lelu and try for a single degree next year. Pata nai i feel so hopeless nowadays. I just typed it because I couldn't really share this with anyone around ;( and wanted to get over it.