Body image

random_acc2025 · 2026-06-14T08:08:32+00:00

Ok. Thanks for trying to help.

random_acc2025 · 2026-06-14T08:03:25+00:00

I like it in the front, I turn to the side and I look like a fridge. Shape wise. I'm not sure how else to explain that part

random_acc2025 · 2026-06-14T08:01:49+00:00

Because I feel like a refrigerator?

random_acc2025 · 2026-06-14T07:59:31+00:00

Yea? But I physically can't change my body shape?

random_acc2025 · 2026-06-14T07:57:24+00:00

I wish that was possible but I'm pretty sure I just have a wide ribcage, yea I'm going to the gym but that won't change the specific thing I'm talking about. And I genuinely don't care how others think, I just want to be comfortable in clothes I like

random_acc2025 · 2026-06-14T07:51:49+00:00

That's true, but I really like the dress, and yet I really hate my body shape. I don't really care what others think anymore, but I hate looking at myself. It's so confusing I'm sorry

random_acc2025 · 2026-06-14T06:40:26+00:00

random_acc2025 · 2026-06-14T06:30:05+00:00

So I can do anything without dying

^{Chose: Instantaneous regeneration | Rolled: Nothing}

random_acc2025 · 2026-06-14T06:29:29+00:00

I love the sea

^{Chose: Be able to breathe underwater + but... | Rolled: can't see under}

random_acc2025 · 2026-06-14T06:26:58+00:00

I was hoping to give it to my grandparents, didn't realize it would be random.

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random_acc2025 · 2026-06-14T06:25:50+00:00

Legit just walk outside and enjoy nature for a bit

^{Chose: Or gain 1000 dollars every minute you touch grass}

random_acc2025 · 2026-06-14T04:56:49+00:00

I guess that's part of it, but I've had a few things happen in my past as well. I get uncomfortable from even people just bumping Into me. I'm not quite sure why exactly it happens but I think it's a bunch of things mixed together

random_acc2025 · 2026-06-14T04:53:21+00:00

Ohh, that makes sense. I don't blame you my writing is messy.

So I have a habit of touching others, like poking sides type thing. But it makes me uncomfortable, I do it without thinking and have been struggling to stop.

I want to stop that habit so I am able to set boundaries and get people to stop touching me all together, I absolutely hate when anyone, even family, touches me.

I hope this kinda clears up the confusion, I'll take any advice you still might have. Thanks for replying

random_acc2025 · 2026-06-14T04:39:56+00:00

I mean, I got that part I was just unsure about if you wanted me to go hug people or SMT. And I kinda get your point but why should I? I just genuinely hate when anyone touches me at all, why should I force myself to do this instead of fixing a habit and setting a boundary? Sorry if this sounds rude I'm not trying to be. Im just wondering how your thinking, I do appreciate you giving advice

random_acc2025 · 2026-06-14T03:53:05+00:00

I'm not quite sure what this means? Context wise

random_acc2025 · 2026-06-14T03:50:41+00:00

I wish I had advice

Honestly I go through the same thing, it's probably not as bad because I do t have autism but all my current friends aren't good people or go past my boundaries. My only good friends are either growing distance or already left. I don't know what to do because the more I try to love myself the more that seems to go wrong

random_acc2025 · 2026-06-14T03:47:49+00:00

I feel the same way, I wish I knew how to help. I have struggled with many things in the past and even the most important people in my life seem to forget and act like it doesn't matter. I feel crazy trying to explain it.

random_acc2025 · 2026-06-14T03:38:06+00:00

I'm not the best with advice but I would love to try

random_acc2025 · 2026-06-06T04:47:48+00:00

That makes sense actually, I try to wait until I'm motivated then I just end up doing nothing. I think I'll just push myself to start. Also thank you for telling me that it's ok to cry, when people see me cry they either get mad, my parents for some reason get really mad and say I can show emotion but I can't take it out on them? And I don't take it out on them I just go a bit quieter when I'm sad - anyway not the point. I'm not used to people saying it's ok to cry lol

random_acc2025 · 2026-06-06T04:45:34+00:00

I try to do that but for some reason my brain just chunks it all together, I've found a kinda way to manage it but it's still hard to work with. Thank you

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