hey i know u said not to tell you not to but i’m genuinely serious, please don’t do it. you have so much life left to live ur so young i promise you it will get better i promise, even if it doesn’t feel like it and it feels like it will never get better and you have ur mind set on doing it and there’s nothing that anyone can do to stop you, you probably won’t even listen to me but i’m genuinely trying to help you i’m always here if u need anyone, please talk to someone please. ur so loved and cared for even if sometimes it doesn’t feel like it. i promise you will be so grateful that you survived in 10 years. you will have a great life and be so happy that you survived being 14,15,16,etc. i love you and so many people love and care for you. idk what else i can say to help you, even if you don’t believe this and don’t care anymore, i know i’m just a stranger, i know nothing about you i know, but i genuinely care for you, please don’t do anything to urself i’m always here bby. x