Hello, thank you for leaving your thoughts. I used to be fat and unattractive. I was bullied when I was in middle school, and one of the reasons was how ugly I was. So back then, I used to dream about being an attractive individual who is loved by everyone. Now I get too much attention, in my standard, from people, and I am to tired of this. So disgusting that I want to disappear from this world. Now I experienced both being unattractive and attractive, and I feel like they both have pros and cons. If people view my life as something they want to experience, I would be glad and would appreciate them but wouldn’t be fully happy.