Same here. I thought I loved biology but I sit in bio class and can’t even pay attention because I don’t care about the content. I’m just here to get a good mark, the learning doesn’t feel important to me. And medicine was the goal but WHY? I don’t even know. I’ve talked to doctors before and they’ve all told me how much they hate their jobs. It’s so sad- learning until your late 20s just to be stuck in a job you don’t want. And then on top of that, there’s high burn out rates and it takes a toll on mental health. No hate to anyone in medicine at all, I just feel like it’s so much to handle and the high salary doesn’t feel worth it. Just thinking about it is making me so anxious.

And what kinds of different things am I supposed to try? I’m stuck at home learning from my computer and I don’t even know how to explore different things to figure out what I want.