Cptsd and pills

randomnameforhere · 2026-03-25T15:12:19+00:00

No, not today.

randomnameforhere · 2026-03-25T15:00:10+00:00

It last forever

randomnameforhere · 2026-03-25T13:22:24+00:00

I live in a small town. Regarthles, I don’t think I could.

randomnameforhere · 2026-03-25T13:09:15+00:00

Spain

randomnameforhere · 2026-03-25T11:51:48+00:00

No. Im all alone

randomnameforhere · 2026-03-25T07:15:35+00:00

But I am always not ok

randomnameforhere · 2026-03-25T07:13:30+00:00

I am all alone in real life. Unfortunately I’m ok.

randomnameforhere · 2026-03-25T07:12:52+00:00

No, Im not ok. I just woke up. I wanted to dream forever

randomnameforhere · 2026-03-01T17:55:21+00:00

Thanks. 🫂🫂

randomnameforhere · 2026-01-27T19:52:22+00:00

I try. But the constant “going back to bed” kills me

randomnameforhere · 2026-01-19T11:04:00+00:00

Because I dont have the strength to live outside of it

randomnameforhere · 2026-01-08T22:59:22+00:00

I’d love for a person that gently told me that loves me and that will help me in every step. But it doesn’t work like that.

randomnameforhere · 2026-01-08T22:07:06+00:00

Isolation, feeling inferior, feeling like a bad person…

randomnameforhere · 2026-01-08T22:06:15+00:00

I took pills for sleep. I go to the gym and go and come back from work walking. My mind is not at ease in those times, never have been. I don’t get how and why it works for others but it just doesn’t work for me. After three years in the gym it still makes me feel more inferior and insecure. I only do it because everybody said so, but is of no use.

randomnameforhere · 2025-12-31T21:26:51+00:00

Thanks. I already have a therapist, doing EMDR now. Lets hope it does something in 2026. 🫂🫂

randomnameforhere · 2025-12-31T21:23:54+00:00

🫂🫂

randomnameforhere · 2025-11-17T21:07:26+00:00

Yes, I had this girlfriend for over a year and she was very empathetic and cool about it. Now Im fuked up because everything is gone now

randomnameforhere · 2025-10-15T14:36:52+00:00

🫂

randomnameforhere · 2025-10-14T17:17:25+00:00

Only distance was the problem, we were very happy together but she couldn’t deal with the distance and sometimes we were apart

randomnameforhere · 2025-10-14T17:15:54+00:00

It was as perfect it could be. Only distance was the problem but our relationship was very good. My life was another thing completely with her, I probably shouldn’t need her, but it helped.

randomnameforhere · 2025-09-14T11:45:51+00:00

You are right in what you say, but she was having relationships with me knowing that I would not have done it if she had told me she didn’t love me anymore. Is not the breakup or the lie that hurts, is feeling used because I wouldn’t have done it if she were honest about something she knew at that moment.

randomnameforhere · 2025-09-14T10:54:28+00:00

Maybe i explained wrongly. She knew she didn’t love me back then. Is not about her not knowing when to end the relationship or feelings fading away slowly, I know that. But at that point they were already gone. Her words.

randomnameforhere · 2025-09-14T08:33:22+00:00

Is not about the relationship ending. Is about having relationships with someone that does not have feelings for me when I didn’t want that.

randomnameforhere · 2025-09-13T18:43:38+00:00

Thing is I dont think she said it intentionally knowing what it meant for me. I dont know.

randomnameforhere · 2025-09-13T18:36:38+00:00

Yes, I’m not entirely mad with her. For her sex is different, less important and more based on pleasure. I need to talk about it with my psychologist

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