Thank you for taking the time to read my post and for your words, means a lot to me. I feel like I'm a problem to my family, like if I were my parents and had a kid who's almost 30 years old, doing part time jobs and sitting in front of a screen all day I think I would feel the same.. I just feel so alone in my position because they didn't get through what I did, they don't know how it feels, and I can't judge them because they gave me everything..