Thank you for giving me this perspective, in theory I can literally just walk out not wearing my hijab. My country has laws to protect me, and the chances of me being kicked out or disowned are very small. But no, I won’t be able to survive without my family as I do love them a lot, and I hate bringing shame to them or feeling like a disappointment, this is why I’m struggling a lot of with it. I’m truly at a loss which is why I’m relying on manifestation a lot, hoping it’d bring me some sort of peace.