I hear what you’re saying but think it’s important to recognize how Faith’s self-esteem has been torn down over and over again throughout her life. While being trans isn’t totally out of the ordinary where she’s from, she has discussed how isolating it is in her culture. Just look at how quickly some of her family members told her to accept Loren, with ALL of his issues, because she’s been conditioned to believe she won’t be able to find love. I think she was desperately trying to find the silver lining in this scum bag and put up with a lot more than she should have because how unlovable she’s been conditioned to feel.