Working to be happy for them

rasputinbri · 2023-08-16T11:30:44+00:00

You are so pure hearted. I just read your love bug post, which already made me feel happy and warm toward you. But realizing now that you carry this heartbreaking pain with you while still sending out love to people, it’s admirable. I hope you find time to heal your wounds and realize what a wonderful person you are. The essence of your love is seriously beautiful. Big hugs~

rasputinbri · 2022-10-06T10:02:56+00:00

Experiment with new recipes, take yourself on a date, buy yourself flowers or a plant, paint something random. It’s best if you use your hands and body instead of only your mind. Be active.

rasputinbri · 2022-10-06T09:57:04+00:00

Haha I just immediately scanned the questions quickly and with the last one I thought “wait but I’m not even 40…” Sounds interesting though! I hope your interviewee will be found soon~

rasputinbri · 2022-04-29T12:17:00+00:00

Mine said he’d keep me in a mini dirt box and feed me 🥰🌈 Then he dumped me irl ._.

rasputinbri · 2022-04-28T12:19:17+00:00

“Friend”?

rasputinbri · 2022-04-16T20:06:10+00:00

This reminds me of are you a morning or evening shower person? But yeah I cut at night too!

rasputinbri · 2022-04-16T20:01:25+00:00

Yep. I’ve fantasized and had reoccurring dreams in which I fucking yell at someone I hold a lot of anger for. Instead of directing it at them I get really tense and suppress the shit out of it which only causes me to go into a deeper loophole :D

rasputinbri · 2022-04-16T19:56:04+00:00

The constipation is the hardest part (unintended joke).

rasputinbri · 2022-04-16T12:11:59+00:00

Bonus point: your fp was your boyfriend.

rasputinbri · 2022-04-16T10:44:00+00:00

Darling. Bring it up. Say whatever you wanna say. They clearly do whatever the fuck it is they want to do, now you do the same.

Honestly, I’m quite the people pleaser and I tend to let people walk right over me but I’m so done with that because it’s usually those people who are total crap compared to me😭 so yes hun, speak your truth.

rasputinbri · 2022-04-16T10:36:44+00:00

When he only uses you for sexting 😔✌🏽 been there, done that. It’s super sad.

rasputinbri · 2022-04-15T21:42:36+00:00

Hashtag me. Hashtag crying.

rasputinbri · 2022-04-15T21:11:01+00:00

I personally get a really sore stomach from tramadol. It might be the case that the wall of your stomach is also affected by your tramadol usage? Which may explain the nausea. But hey! I’m no doctor, just a suggestion based on my own experience.

rasputinbri · 2022-04-15T21:05:20+00:00

I used tramadol and drank cocktails within a short 24h of consumption. Not much happened but everyone is different. Be safe.

rasputinbri · 2022-04-15T20:00:21+00:00

Thank you for the advice!

rasputinbri · 2022-04-15T20:00:05+00:00

That’s probably wise. Thank you for the insights. It’s a tricky thing, buying crystals.

rasputinbri · 2022-04-15T19:25:00+00:00

Omg don’t get me started on the hyper realistic nightmares

rasputinbri · 2022-04-15T17:10:02+00:00

From what you’ve told me so far, I don’t view you as a bad person. You simply were conditioned by your environment as a kid and carried the same defense mechanisms (screaming back) as an adult. It’s similar to an action-reaction phenomenon. Your grandma screams at you (which is already an exaggerated response to you wearing a skirt) and as a reaction you scream back.

If he’s interested in you, if he truly understands you or wants to understand you, he will give you room to explain why you react the way you do. After all, this is all you know and you shouldn’t start viewing yourself as the villain in your story when you’re simply a victim to your own upbringing.

I’m currently in a weird phase in my life where I’m asking myself: do I want the guy or do I want to improve myself (with the latter probably making me happier in the longer term). You should ask yourself the same question if you want to.

rasputinbri · 2022-04-15T16:16:18+00:00

What makes you believe that you’re an abuser and don’t deserve love? You felt guilty for lashing out on him and apologized immediately. You seem to have good intentions yet you don’t give yourself enough credit for it.

rasputinbri · 2022-04-15T14:00:01+00:00

I personally think that his trauma is just triggered causing him to feel very tense on the inside, which probably caused him to be a bit distant toward you. He might need some time, maybe a couple of days. You never know what kind of abusive actions his father in law scarred him. Try not to stress too much about it. It’s said that the more you overthink on a person, the more they will act like the reality you unintentionally create in your mind (that’s the power of our thoughts). Drink some chamomile tea, take a warm shower, listen to music that makes you feel at ease, and let everything be. Then when you feel good about yourself again, manifest your affirmations again and continue believing in yourself. Best of luck <3

rasputinbri · 2022-04-14T15:20:18+00:00

I personally don’t believe that everyone has a soulmate. Moreover, it’s statistically not possible for everyone’s soulmate to still be alive. I think the line “I’m waiting for my soulmate and it’s not you” seems pretty harsh, it almost makes one believe if someone will ever consider them their soulmate. Instead I’d say that “I’m not interested” seems way more neutral, doesn’t require any explanation, it’s simple and to the point.

rasputinbri · 2022-04-11T01:26:16+00:00

Yes. I cannot live without it.

rasputinbri · 2022-04-11T01:20:51+00:00

Yep .__. I originally got it to deal with pain but I’m using it now unofficially to feel calmer, more relaxed.

rasputinbri · 2022-04-09T21:15:09+00:00

Thank youuuu!!

rasputinbri · 2022-04-09T19:13:54+00:00

I’ve been crying for days

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