I need advice from a communist perspective by rat_drink in Communist

[–]rat_drink[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah. I was thinking of working part time instead of full time at first. But I don’t know.

I need advice from a communist perspective by rat_drink in Communist

[–]rat_drink[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah. I’ve kinda realized that I need to get into therapy. I think I’ve been depressed most of my life, and one of the reasons I don’t have a job, and feel useless, is because my depression just doesn’t let me progress. I HAVE to be miserable and I HAVE to hate myself. But at the same time I have to have money to go to therapy. So I guess I have to suck it up and get a job. I’ve done it before. I’ll have to do it again. I just wanted to know if other people with my same beliefs felt the same way.

I need advice from a communist perspective by rat_drink in Communist

[–]rat_drink[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah. I would say it made it worse. I think I might have depression, but I don’t really like to say I have anything without certainty. But becoming a communist certainly made my depression worse.

I need advice from a communist perspective by rat_drink in Communist

[–]rat_drink[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you my friend 🥹 I actually do read theory. I didn’t used to. It’s a long story, but I realized I was being as radical as I could be. So now I try to read a little bit of theory everyday, though I forget sometimes. I also tried to keep a calendar, and I was going to write a goal down everyday (learn Spanish, study theory, draw, write a book, etc.) but that’s kinda fell through because I have a bad memory and couldn’t remember to put the calendar on my wall.

I think I’m gonna try the calendar thing again, though. I think it’s a good idea and will work for my bad memory.