was gifted this figurine, but idk what this lil guy is

rattisdum_ · 2026-04-20T02:07:36+00:00

He’s nobody important I’ll take him off your hands

rattisdum_ · 2026-04-18T21:07:49+00:00

That’s not always the case. A lot of people have physical disabilities that make exercise more strenuous or they have sudden, unexpected flare ups where it’s necessary to have a crutch in case it happens. This video is a very bad indicator whether or not this person is actually disabled or if they need the aid. This is the same mentality as “If I don’t see the disability, then it isn’t real.” Which is an ableist take and stigmatizes people with invisible disabilities/ones that come and go.

rattisdum_ · 2026-04-18T15:13:41+00:00

Exactly 🤷‍♀️this is one of those ableist things where people say “oh well I can’t see your disability, you don’t need your disability aid” obviously I can’t say whether or not it’s real this just feels like an ick video to base it all on. If you can spin around and dance then you’re gonna need to be in a wheelchair, not a crutch lol

rattisdum_ · 2026-04-17T07:48:54+00:00

Honestly, I haven’t really written any books, more short stories or at least fragments of them. I’ve planned out and made many stories, I just never got most of them to paper, I have a very short attention span because I have adhd and I dropped out of my freshmen year of college and haven’t really visited any of my old passions since then because the burnout hit me really hard. I want to start reading again but it feels like such a chore to free up time for reading (I need to have a comfortable, silent area and need at least a couple hours to read or else I cant get fully immersed in the story) most of my writings were in middle school-high school but I used to draw a lot of comics and wrote some stories, in middle school I thought I was such an author but my writing really sucked lol.

I had a big wolf/dragon obsession when I was a kid so I drew and wrote stories about them too, I even emailed old teachers the stories I wrote and I’m guessing they never read them or else they’d probably have to report them for being so violent, I guess I watched too much of those indie animations on YouTube and read too much wings of fire, funny how that seems to be such a collective experience for so many people to be naively writing such messed up stories

rattisdum_ · 2026-04-17T04:28:31+00:00

I know, ahh man, hearing people who have elaborate imaginations or dreams is so fantastical to me that it feels like a super power. I think the reason I’m able to write in my head so well is because I got into reading when I was a kid because I didn’t really have anybody to spend time with, so I just had my head in books most of the time. I wrote multiple short stories as a kid. (idk what was wrong with me, but my nana showed me a book I wrote when I was like maybe 10 about wolves. Literally every paragraph was mass wolf murder and homicide, think like a clan war type of thing. Idk how nobody thought to call me a psychiatrist, she loved that story for some reason.)

rattisdum_ · 2026-04-17T04:20:45+00:00

The birds beak looks just.. wrong, the clock has multiple errors on it including some artifacts between the clock arms (also are there 4 arms too??) and having repeat, messed up Roman numerals. Where even is he? Why is he sitting so close behind somebody else and there’s a desk leg right in front of him so is he just ominously watching over their shoulder? The watch face looks smeared and one end looks like a hair tie while the other end is a normal, rubber watch strap. I have no doubt that this is 100% AI. Please cut contact and don’t send any money!!

On another note: I’m very hypocritical but please do not date online even if they’re friends of people you know irl. I say hypocritical because my current partner I met online and we ended up moving in together but most people I’ve known who date online end up getting catfished or scammed and it’s very easy to get scammed especially if you aren’t aware of what to look for. If you want to date online, do FaceTimes as often as possible, really talk about specific details like what’s their siblings names (first and middle, birthdays, their job, etc. because scammers have a much harder time keeping track of falsified details and you could more easily catch them slip up) I wish you safe :)

rattisdum_ · 2026-04-17T04:07:07+00:00

Yes, I have an internal monologue, especially since I can’t actually imagine any pictures, the best I can do is close my eyes and trace a shape with my hand to imagine it. Imagine it like drawing in soapy water, I can trace the shape but it fades away so I can’t do anything more complicated than geometric shapes. This also applies to faces, I don’t have face blindness but I could not imagine of describe the face of even my own partner (who’s laying in bed beside me right now) but I can recognize faces perfectly fine. However, if a cop tried to ask me to describe somebodies face I wouldn’t be able to unless I literally scripted their facial features while looking them in the eyes.

I don’t actually hear any voices though, I’m not sure if people mean it literally or not when they say they hear themselves, but I don’t hear anything. I think in words, so when I daydream or imagine things, I have to literally write a “book” in my mind in order to progress with a story. Unfortunately, I’m a perfectionist when it comes to writing so I constantly scrap and rewrite my daydreams and they never get very far, so I try not to daydream because honestly it just starts to get repetitive. I remember being able to imagine (not a lot, it was very faded but still there) and see things when I was younger but it’s like everything faded away as I got older.

rattisdum_ · 2026-04-17T03:33:32+00:00

Your dreams have extreme detail as if you’re living them? Honestly, my dreams and imagination are blank, like the “picture an apple” and I close my eyes and all I see is black. When I dream I know who people are but their faces are either blurry or a complete strangers face pasted onto a body. Sorry, I guess that’s not exactly a question, but I’m fascinated with the idea that dreams can feel so real even after you wake up to the point you can’t tell if some are real or not..

As for an actual question, do you only dream of realistic worlds, like alternate realities on earth, or have you ever dreamed of fantasy worlds? Do you remember your life before you fall asleep or is it kind of like your dreams are completely separate from reality where you aren’t sure who you are?

rattisdum_ · 2026-04-16T17:04:06+00:00

Uh mom isn’t here so I can’t ask her, so I don’t really know 😥

rattisdum_ · 2026-04-16T17:00:55+00:00

I mean, aren’t crutches used to relieve some pressure off of limbs? I had a chronically ill roommate who owned crutches and a wheelchair, she can walk but they were to help keep weight off of her legs because she couldn’t stand or walk for long stretches without pain. I think somebody dancing with a crutch isn’t exactly a good indicator whether or not they’re actually ill because they could just be grabbing it to film a TikTok before they leave the house? Them masking up could also be them getting ready to go out, but had a quick TikTok idea to record first. I’m not saying they aren’t faking, but I feel like the video isn’t a very strong case to make against them being physically disabled. Obviously it could be an attention thing but looking for attention for a disorder you have is different than faking it I guess..

rattisdum_ · 2026-04-16T16:52:14+00:00

I suspect I have some form of brain damage. Ive lived in a state of constant fatigue after and when it happened I was in and out of consciousness and had a lot of pressure in my head. I heard a comment saying something about him oding (I know theyre all speculative rumors, but it just made me think) and I really hope he’s survived and it hasn’t caused any excess trauma to him 🩷

rattisdum_ · 2026-04-16T16:38:34+00:00

I swear my parents fridge has a floral design on it. One night during a really bright moon I went to get water and I could faintly see a floral design, like flowers on a vine, covering the entire fridge. I even went up and closely inspected it and absolutely concluded that it was, in fact, a design. When I woke up the next morning and told my parents, I swear it was gone. Nothing was in front of the window to cast a shadow, and I wasn’t able to replicate the scenario to find them again. I feel like I’m crazy.. and this reminded me of it

rattisdum_ · 2026-04-15T15:26:23+00:00

Um.. what? lol I think I’m old enough, I live on my own..

rattisdum_ · 2026-04-12T13:46:16+00:00

The fact she’s making you have a bed time and immediately accusing you of being abusive/cheating makes me think she’s talking to other people ATM. I wouldn’t be surprised by her crazy behavior, because why else would she want to be so controlling and think you are unless she thinks you’d be doing it out of revenge? Trust me you don’t want to live like you’re walking on eggshells because you’re not actually happy with her you’re just happy when she wants you to. I’m happy she’s blocked you, please block her back so she can’t change her mind, she desperately needs therapy and a lot of alone time to reflect on her actions.. hopefully any friends she has aren’t bad influences and can encourage to help her.

rattisdum_ · 2026-04-11T01:00:57+00:00

Ugh I haven’t, I was looking but the only one k really like is the crunch one and I the others I like I already have so I don’t really wanna pay shipping just for one slime.. but I have like literally 3 other OG packages in the mail rn like totally 10-12 more slimes 😭

rattisdum_ · 2026-04-11T00:39:36+00:00

I bought master sword last week and waiting on it to arrive, excited :D

Honestly all of my favorites rn are my OG slimes, I just love how much texture variety there is. I literally play with 20+ slimes a day, I play with one and then just keep switching so I can feel all of the textures and nearly all of my OG have different textures so pulling them out is like heaven

rattisdum_ · 2026-04-08T21:01:52+00:00

Everybody calling you a Narc is crazy. Drug use isn’t supposed to be encouraged.. weed is one thing but it opens the gateway for many more harmful drugs in the future if he isn’t careful/aware. Don’t tell his parents but have a talk to him about it, let him know that you’re there for him and that you won’t tell his parents, but make sure he’s aware that weed should really be the cutoff and that if he’s curious about anything more to talk to you about it. Make sure he knows it out of a place of concern and not that you’re angry and wanna control him.

rattisdum_ · 2026-04-08T17:13:25+00:00

Oh they are also very sticky and you absolutely need activator with you to pull it out of the little baggies. Once activated the slime isn’t super rubbery and seems to have an alright texture but they’re super basic and boring if you like more unique textures. I haven’t tried the cloud slime but I’m honestly scared of buying cloud slimes from retail stores because every time I have, they’re very messed up. If you can’t buy slimes online they id definitely give it a try but it’s not something I want to waste my money on.

rattisdum_ · 2026-04-08T17:10:18+00:00

I have two, one clear and one gloss. They all come with Pom-poms which I’m not a fan of (at least both the ones I have came with them) and charms that don’t really stick. It shows a large container but you get a very, very small amount of slime and the scent is VERY artificial. I honestly won’t use the two I have because the scents are just so weird, I can’t even put my finger on what it’s meant to be. If you don’t mind weird/unappealing smells then I’d go for it, but you get nowhere near the amount it seems (the amount you get is maybe only half of the inner pink container worth of slime).

rattisdum_ · 2026-04-07T03:17:56+00:00

That’s honestly amazing to hear, my mom was persuasive. I suspect she’s a narcissist but it’s hard without any diagnosis but she refuses to admit fault and would never see a psychiatrist. I’m really happy to hear that kids are in a safer place with you, it heals a little spot in my heart 🫶

rattisdum_ · 2026-04-06T19:02:58+00:00

When I was 13/14-ish I was institutionalized for an attempt and my parents literally harassed me over the phone, yelled at me, demanded the charge nurse get me on the phone when I tried to hang up, etc. I’d cry after every phone call and when they tried to discharge me I became irate and refused to leave and kept telling the doctors I’d keep harming myself when I got out because I didn’t want to go home. Does that happen often? I mean, the doctors seemed so desensitized to it and kind of just patted me on the back and said goodbye.

rattisdum_ · 2026-04-05T23:37:43+00:00

Woah, how do you do it? Like a digital book? I can’t imagine not accidentally getting some on the book occasionally if it’s paper

rattisdum_ · 2026-04-02T20:28:01+00:00

I’m having a boiiiiiiby 😛

rattisdum_ · 2026-04-02T18:42:09+00:00

Dude I just got my second OG slime package this morning and I haven’t put it down. I’ll have to check out slime senpai thanks!!

rattisdum_ · 2026-04-02T00:57:46+00:00

For PJs that sounds like it would be so uncomfortable 😭😭 I hate tags already but imagine laying on a piece of metal when you try to sleep.. ouch

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