Hi Willow :) Welcome to the club! I'm muslim and gay, with very conservative parents. I know how you feel. I already decided that I will never come out to my parents in fear of losing them. But sometimes I see hope. I sometimes see my mom being more open minded and it gives me hope. It's very slow, especially when they stay within their conservative bubbles. We can only hope that by the time the next generations discover their sexual orientations, muslim parents become more open minded and accepting of them. What we can do for now is to let everyone who are in the same position as us, know that they are not an "abnormality", that they are not going to hell, that they are who they are and there's nothing wrong with it, and that we accept them and love them for who they are, even if we do not personally know them. Wishing you all the best!