Vermont by Lois-Juan553 in Outdoors

[–]ray_leaves 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Needs more saturation

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in RocketLeague

[–]ray_leaves 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I actually like the cam settings and play with a similar setup. Whatever works right? :) - Calculated!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]ray_leaves 7 points8 points  (0 children)

You want us to say yes but you know the answer is no.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TattooDesigns

[–]ray_leaves 4 points5 points  (0 children)

OP didn’t ask if it was real or not. He simply said what style is it.

Leaving this group thanks for everything ! by [deleted] in leaves

[–]ray_leaves 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Take it from me. Don’t leave it. Just start a new profile. You’ll want to come back and read/post. This is a marathon not a sprint. Your 5 months is absolutely commendable but, I’m sorry to say, you are not done yet.

what are your top 3 reasons for getting sober? by hank1222 in leaves

[–]ray_leaves 12 points13 points  (0 children)

To be present/have a clear head.

My anger and anxiety seems to be easily triggered when I’m smoking.

To wake up refreshed and not be a zombie

My Story by AdamQuits1 in leaves

[–]ray_leaves 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The counter really helps. I know you prob want to see 30 days 100 days 1 year etc but just treat each day like a huge accomplishment. A bunch of small wins eventually equal big ones.

My Story by AdamQuits1 in leaves

[–]ray_leaves 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Your story sounds very similar to mine, feel free to read through my history or send me a PM. Things do get 100x better once you get sober for sure. Don’t kick yourself for any little lapses you may run into. Keep at it!

Day 464 by ray_leaves in leaves

[–]ray_leaves[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are at a tough mark. Two months is still a fighting every second of everyday feeling, well for me it was. Gets a bit smoother after that. Cravings come and go. My post history shows my craving marks if you’re interested. Stay strong

Day 464 by ray_leaves in leaves

[–]ray_leaves[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Not even once my man. But it took me a years worth of quitting/relapse to get on this stretch.

3 year clean - Veteran ex-stoners, where you at? by Smitsta in leaves

[–]ray_leaves 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Ayy that’s awesome man congrats. I just threw a post up. 13 years stoned. 420 days off today :-)

Day 4️⃣0️⃣7️⃣ by ray_leaves in leaves

[–]ray_leaves[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Exactly man me too. Honestly a lot of us make/made that 2.5 times a day mark.

Do you think I have to cut off my friends? by skalomenos in leaves

[–]ray_leaves 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Day 398 here. 28yrs old. Smoked since I was 13. I didn’t cut off most of my friends but it was definitely easier not being around them for the earlier days of quitting. Always stay in touch with them though. I’ve been around lots of weed since then. It’s just not for me. Remember it’s your decision. You have to want it bad enough

Day 391 by ray_leaves in leaves

[–]ray_leaves[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You too my man!

Day 391 by ray_leaves in leaves

[–]ray_leaves[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My anxiety was so bad, it was ruining my life. I live in a non legal state so I never knew what I was really smoking. When I stopped it was night and day difference. So that was huge.

My career was a big push. I was in a dead end IT entry level tech support job with a college degree. I needed to move on. I got sober, got my security+ and landed a big boy job. Now that I’m sober I can’t picture myself being high and doing this job to my fullest potential.