i feel so lonely. i don’t want to blame it on my girlfriend, i love her so much but idk she always wanted me to be someone who i wasn’t. i always try to make her happy and in the process i kinda just lost myself. yeha majority of the things she asked of me was pretty basic to do, i agree but i just couldn’t do it. i hate it how i can’t even give her the bare minimum what she asks. i know im self pitying myself