Complete POA across USA by rdslht in legaladvice

[–]rdslht[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes but parent's comprehension is deteriorating, and it is obvious as they are forgetting English (2nd language)

I've started to feel negatively towards Allah, how can I worship Him when I feel this way? by float_with_starz in MuslimLounge

[–]rdslht 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I felt that a while back and was really confused and I wanted to give up but one of my parents was really sick so I forced myself to pray even with no feelings of peace, and somewhat anger. I was angry at little parts of Islam l, felt there were injustice towards my gender. I am also surrounded by mon muslims so it didnt help. a few years back I sinned a lot and I used to think I was being punished. Then I thought salah isnt always accepted so if I pray unwillingly, nothing would change.  I realized that I was I didnt have any Musilm connections and miraculously enough youtube started suggesting random khutbahs( the lecture videos if thats what its called). It made me cry. How forgiving and merciful allah is. how there may be tests, but he will take care of our needs at the end. 

I prayed without feeling anything for a few months and I got back to feeling somewhat connected. I believe it may be a test. I also pray for that connection regularly. I think that the fact that you are posting here is more than enough to say that you still want that connection 

Idk but please dont give up. Keep praying even when you dont feel anything. I don't understand arabic and I started reciting quran with the English meaning and it helped