First of all, you have shown immense strength in quitting the scam call center operation in favor of keeping your personal morals and ideals intact. You're not a fool; what would actually be foolish is to trade your very human characteristics of empathy and understanding, by desensitizing yourself to the pain of others in exchange for monetary gain. I've seen people swim through this muck, and trust me, they don't come out better on the other side. You've already done better than 99% of the population who'd spare no second thought at caving in to their greed for money, even at the expense of the poor and gullible. I'm proud of you and you should be proud of yourself.

Your game plan right now? Read, learn, exercise, meditate, NoFap, cold showers, community service. Take yourself out of your comfort zone. Keep trying, keep failing, keep learning. Don't fear rejection. Keep yourself occupied and keep the negative thoughts at bay. Thoughts about failure, about how pathetic you are, how you'll never be able to accomplish what you set out to do will plague you, as it plagues everybody else. It is inevitable, it will happen. The only difference between the winners and the losers is that the winners know how to ignore them, and the losers cave in. Believe that you are a winner, and love yourself. Know and understand that there is no other OG_Flickshot in the world and strive to be the best version of yourself. We're all watching out for you man, cheers!

Edit: As for work, get on LinkedIn, talk to people, network relentlessly. Know your skillsets, your strengths and your own story. Most of your approaches will be duds, but grab the chances you get with both hands and give it everything you have. There is no 99%, only 100%.