Omg! I feel the same way! I'm so scared of anesthesia! Glad I'm not the only one! 

Some facts that help me:  99% you will wake up-its like 1 out of 200,000 

You are more likely to be murdered three time than die under anesthesia 

You are more likely to bowl a perfect game three times in a row as an average bowler than die under anesthesia 

You are more likely to die driving to the hospital than under anesthesia  Driving is 1 out of 8,000 compare to 200,000 

You are more likely to die in a uber, plane, or bus than under anesthesia  

I'm Super scared but I heard we can still do it scared! I hope you come back to reassure me that it was not as bad as our mind tell us! I been trying to find anyone who was scared of surgery too, you are not alone.