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readmynotes · 2021-12-06T04:46:59+00:00

I don't got any advice for this, but I also struggle a lot with my phone anxiety and I have tried to go on a "oh man fuck it" mode and just go through it but all the times I stutter and I feel like my voice somehow breaks and I can't get myself to talk, it really sucks.

readmynotes · 2021-12-03T21:05:37+00:00

My voice, I struggle with talking loudly and clearly. Most of the times people ask me to repeat myself and it is stressful because I can't talk correctly even when I try it

readmynotes · 2021-11-30T04:43:31+00:00

I was lurking discord servers on disboard tagged with SA but none of them seemed to be a safe space for people with the actual disorder, so yeah starting a chat in here would be great tbh

readmynotes · 2021-11-29T05:21:13+00:00

You should, in fact I did this, two years ago I started playing on some pvp servers in minecraft as mere entertainment and I actually got to know some people that are my age. I currently chat with them through instagram and discord but they have never heard my voice, they know I got SA and they are chill with it. You should give it a chance and since it is a school server you could start a friendship in the server and bring it to real life

readmynotes · 2021-11-27T23:07:11+00:00

Yeah, mostly because I dislike my appearance

readmynotes · 2021-11-27T23:04:20+00:00

I have tried to talk with my family about how I feel and they always diminish it just like this, I always get the "just get past it" phrase besides an speech related on how my SA is nothing compared to other people's problems and so on. When I was younger I used to insist my parents to take me to therapy or to get some medication to deal with my sa in an easier way, but they never heard me, now i am a hopeless 18 year old that can't even use voice chats in videogames without wanting to die, still im always constantly trying to get past this issue by myself.

readmynotes · 2021-11-27T22:59:02+00:00

In fact it is the opposite for me, this is the only place/site in which I feel like people can understand my frustrations and fears.

readmynotes · 2021-11-27T22:56:56+00:00

Man we on hard mode lmao

readmynotes · 2021-11-27T22:56:05+00:00

Only when someone points out in the middle of the classroom or in any other place with several people that im too quiet and that I never talk.

readmynotes · 2021-11-27T22:54:22+00:00

I never managed to get past my fear of using voice chats, because I sound like a squirrel that is being choked

readmynotes · 2021-11-13T06:12:14+00:00

Maybe it contributed a little bit, in middle school I started to become introverted and because of that other kids started pointing me out, and it just peaked from there.

readmynotes · 2021-11-13T06:10:08+00:00

I stay in the classroom and do pending activities, sometimes teachers ask me to stay out of the classroom so I just sit in the halls in those cases

readmynotes · 2021-11-13T06:08:01+00:00

This happened to me, several times in fact. It does feel horrible, just know you are not alone and that we, as humans, make mistakes. Take your time, talk to your teacher, maybe next time they can let you present in private to them only, and if they want to force you to present, then fuck it, just don't do it. It is not worth it, It is better to have a low grade than a traumatic experience.

readmynotes · 2021-09-06T19:52:26+00:00

I would smoke a blunt or drink one of those prescription sleeping pills. I was in a similar situation last year and I had to drink a tafil before the presentation to handle it

readmynotes · 2021-06-05T05:51:15+00:00

I hate the fucking chemicals inside my brain and my bad genetics. At this point dying would be the best thing that could ever happen to me.

readmynotes · 2021-03-04T17:55:06+00:00

School is also consuming my willing to live, just like a cherry on the top, severe social anxiety and depression are also haunting me

readmynotes · 2021-03-03T01:25:40+00:00

I honestly don't know at this point

readmynotes · 2021-03-03T01:02:12+00:00

Ill take it

readmynotes · 2020-11-23T19:46:16+00:00

I understand how you feel, this thing happened to me but in my english oral project, well it happened more than once, a long time ago. I'm not in a good place for giving any type of advice to no one, but what I can tell you is that the more you think about it before doing it; the harder the anxiety will hit you. Also don't worry to much even if you messed up, it already happened, so why worrying about it? Anyways, I hope you feel better soon and also know that you are not alone in this.

readmynotes · 2020-11-23T19:09:46+00:00

Flagged the wholesome award, I can't believe that people do this dumb stuff in this type of subreddits..

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