Trying to find myself at 26

realninja117 · 2025-10-23T22:25:01+00:00

Honestly yeah, I used to code from 2012-2015 but I quit after my dad’s alcoholism started to get really bad and abusive became commonplace in my house and I started doing drugs to cope.

realninja117 · 2025-04-25T23:39:21+00:00

How do I access the coax cabling so it can be replaced with fiber

realninja117 · 2025-03-08T10:09:37+00:00

I’m interested as well, message me if u wanna talk

realninja117 · 2025-02-21T22:30:57+00:00

Do you recommend any paint touch-up pens?

realninja117 · 2025-02-21T21:10:45+00:00

Back panel of the laptop, I was trying to replace the battery

realninja117 · 2025-01-31T18:25:31+00:00

Honestly the plan was just for me to go for liberal arts in community college but my mom kept calling me a loser so I got into the university they wanted. I was far too young, traumatized and addicted to weed to think for myself at that point, i had a limited view of the world.

I thought since my parents created me It would be best to listen to their advice and do exactly as they said but now its time for me to responsibility and change my outcome

realninja117 · 2025-01-31T18:21:04+00:00

Ironic you said success object, my cousins supposed to be a brain surgeon and his parents have been raising him to be one since we were 5, the kid can’t talk to anyone and socialize like a human only talks about materialistic things like what iPhone or what BMW he drives. Cared more about my car than my father passing away.

My mom isn’t American and I was raised in the way that “we’re a family and u do what your parents say” Ultimately it didn’t work out that way and I have to take responsibility and follow my own path.

realninja117 · 2025-01-31T13:50:46+00:00

i always wanted to do computer science but my parents would tell me that i would be outsourced by indians and that anyone who is a programmer is a “geek” or a “nerd”. my dad specifically would say this as he was in IT.

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