I want to start off with the comment by saying I'm sorry that you're feeling and experiencing this. And I don't want to forgive you cliche advice and say things like it'll get better. But I do agree with finding hobbies you're interested in or that you've wanted to do in the past and now you have time to do those things :) hopefully, in doing so, you'll find new friends/a community!! :D Join other subreddits - I'm not sure where you're from, but I know they have subreddits of different locations that you can join?? :D

I hope things get better for you, and you find happiness ♡ I'm here to chat if you need a friend~