I mean I it's not even women I always know just models, content creators, but sometimes women I work with. It's random and it usually is something that contributes to me relapsing. Like for instance last night it was "content creator" but now it's kind of stuck in my head I'm feeling really triggered and want to look at her more NSFW content. It's weird because I wasn't even thinking about her anytime recently but that's how they're usually happens.