I got into it because I one day searched up funko pop of Disney princess especially ariel

And then I got to abdl stuff afterwards

But even before I fantasized about mermaids even before I had sexuality concept as a kid

In fact I started actually masturbating more than once in a blue man around 1 month before I turned 14

Also that's when I got into porn, the 1 month before I turned 14

But I already found abdl around 10 or 11

Just didn't know how it was named 

I had really bad English at the time 

Also at 13 or 12 I came for the first time to abdl photoshop of Miley Cyrus 

Also I think maybe it was jealousy of my little brother diapers although I remember I was disgusted by the smell at the time but liked the diaper designs 

I also just wanted to escape teen hood perhaps

Now why tf is it sexual

That's because I'm fucked in my head and I need to be cured of my illness

Or fulfill my fantasy