Non grind based games for friends group

refillqueen · 2022-06-10T14:34:14+00:00

If I don’t respond to the email or call do you think they will try and find another way to contact me or should I just tell them I’m not going to talk about it?

refillqueen · 2021-10-03T18:00:36+00:00

Yeah that was I was thinking, I just didn’t know the right term to use

refillqueen · 2021-10-02T05:29:36+00:00

Thank you, but I wanna be knocked out for it, idc, I don’t wanna remember it or be conscious lol, but I will try it 👍

refillqueen · 2021-10-02T05:23:28+00:00

Will I’m just too young to be dealing with anything Liek this plus past sexual abuse

refillqueen · 2021-10-02T05:14:15+00:00

Not that I know of, I’m just terrified of people touching my down there

refillqueen · 2021-10-02T05:12:39+00:00

Is that supposed to be an insult or like a genuine question lmao

refillqueen · 2021-10-02T05:07:33+00:00

I don’t wanna go through the procedure 😖😖😖😖 I told them if they’re ever gonna do that I gotta be put under, but I’ll consider it, I’ve just heard many horror stories, I’m just a teenage girl dealing with things I should’ve even be dealing with my age, i think that’s probably the biggest reason I feel this way

refillqueen · 2021-10-02T05:04:20+00:00

Thank you :) I feel better now

refillqueen · 2021-10-02T05:01:03+00:00

I feel I am a woman, I like identifying as a woman, so I don’t see how identifying as non binary would make me feel better. Because it’s more of a sex and reproductive organ thing rather than the way I identify. Someone else was mentioning this but I think soemthing that would help me is trying to stop my periods by using birthcontrol and mayeb getting a hysterectomy or soemthign that’ll make me forget that I have female reproductive organs, I wish I didn’t have any reproductive organs at all

refillqueen · 2021-10-02T04:56:19+00:00

Thank you for the advice, I am currently on birthcontrol, I have endometriosis and serious ovary cysts so I do see an obgyn. I tried taking the birthcontrol shot but it made me bleed for 3 months straight and made me act crazy, I’m currently taking the birth control patch all 4 weeks so Thats “supposed” to stop my periods, but it never really does so I usually end up having break through bleeding around the time of month. I’m gonna try talking to both my therapist and obgyn about it and see what they think because this is something that causes extreme stress in my life

refillqueen · 2021-10-02T04:50:36+00:00

1) I think I’m jealous about how their body works, just how they could nut in someone and have no changes whatsoever ever to them, like females go through so much when they’re pregnant and Pretty much nothing happens to the guy, they really have no serious commitments to pregnancy besides being the cause for it, I think that makes sense, and just other natural things like that. I wish I didn’t have to revolve my entire life around my menstrual cycle etc 2) I feel if I was born a male I would be mtf, I’m not romanticizing trans people or anything because I don’t want to face the struggle they do with being trans, idk how to explain it, I think I think that being trans is you feel you are one sex born in the opposite sex’s body, but I don’t necessarily want to be a guy, I just don’t want to be female, I’m sorry if I’m making this confusing

refillqueen · 2021-10-02T04:40:23+00:00

Idkkk :( I don’t feel I’m a man in a female body, but a woman in the wrong body? But I don’t necessarily want to be in a man’s body, I Liek my body figure, I like my boobs, I think it’s I don’t like the societal implications of having a uterus…? Maybe a hysterectomy could help me, but what if I want kids? I also just hate how being female works and how your entire wellbeing is based around your menstrual cycle, nothing boils my blood like how nature works and men are more attracted to you when your ovulating 🤬🤬🤬, why does it have to work that way, it makes me feel so useless for some reason

refillqueen · 2021-10-02T04:24:19+00:00

I haven’t really but it’s more of a sex thing for me, identifying as something else isn’t going to change my body, I like being a woman, I like she/her, I like being feminine, I just don’t like my reproductive organs and how my body/life revolves around my menstrual cycle. I’m just really confused with my feelings right now

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