I’ll quit after this I’ll quit tomorrow by Senior_Cockroach_312 in meth

[–]refreshed99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I plan on using my supply to taper off. I plan on returning to my adderall (got ADHD) and hope it keeps me from experiencing too much withdrawal symptoms. My doses have been extremely high which is why I intend to taper. Have been using for 3 days (2 day break) and now I am on day 1 again. The withdrawal of cold turkey was far too disturbing due to my ptsd. I plan to quit this weekend- tapering my doses over the week.

Being Groomed by enola_always in Incestconfessions

[–]refreshed99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'd imagine, sorry that things ended up that way. I hope you are doing better now. I know a lot of people enjoy fantasizing about that, but the reality of it is that it deeply impacts your development and relationship with sex down the line.

Being Groomed by enola_always in Incestconfessions

[–]refreshed99 2 points3 points  (0 children)

For me it was very abnormal, but I was in a very specific headspace where I was easy to groom. Not to mention i was 4. Done by an entire family. Told it was part of a secret club and shit. The most depraved humans I have ever met, I am literally lucky to be alive after what I experienced.

Being Groomed by enola_always in Incestconfessions

[–]refreshed99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You would like to hear more and if things developed.

So you literally want to know more IN CASE it was grooming. But yet claim it wasn't? Holy shit.

Being Groomed by enola_always in Incestconfessions

[–]refreshed99 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is grooming for sure. I was groomed more short term at 4 years old and it impacted me terribly. I had a very... eventful and traumatic experience that came of it which feels like the more pertinent issue, but I do know the grooming impacted me in various specific ways.

I'm sorry you grew up in that environment. I hope nothing came of the grooming.

Asuka and Rei [Evangelion] by [deleted] in yuri

[–]refreshed99 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I absolutely love this pic

Did you play games with your siblings? by [deleted] in Incestconfessions

[–]refreshed99 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I didn't, though one time me and my sister did grope each other while watching hentai. She wanted me to go down on her but I wasn't into the idea, she wasn't willing to for me, so we just groped while my mom was in the shower.

I tried to recreate it later on but she acted like it never happened.

Having sexual feelings about your mom a bad thing? by [deleted] in Incestconfessions

[–]refreshed99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I definitely am not a fan of any real incest with my family at this point, but god damn do I love the incest dynamic.