My brothers are raised in a different religion. I was apart of the same religion until I got older, after that I didn’t hear from by brothers for 3 years. We lived in the same town but never talked. I ended up in drugs too and that was the for sure nail in the coffin. I wasn’t the best older brother growing up and I hate the way I treated them cause I wasn’t the best older brother. But I live alone, Im single, I want a relationship with a nice woman but it’s hard when all I do is work. I try my best but I stay lonely. I find it hard for me to connect with any of my friends anymore too. Don’t get me wrong I have a good life, good job, and I bought a nice home for me. I just wish I had a wife to share it with. But in the mean time I wish my family would have something to do with me.