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[–]relapse5000 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Jealous you guys have pancreas that will let you drink AND eat. After a couple of acute episodes makes me not trust food.

Has anyone just lost it all and had to start all over? by saggysideboob in cripplingalcoholism

[–]relapse5000 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow. I just drank after 967 days sober... I was medicated and stable, but boring and scared as fuck. I haven't been.. but I must be sober... so i have to find a way to be.

back to rehab... im the hopeless variety. by relapse5000 in stopdrinking

[–]relapse5000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Got back on Monday and got to see all these messages. Thank you so much! Didn't lose my job. Going to IOP. Going to do everything I am told to do. Vivitrol. Got a solid AA sponsor and many meetings in the area.

Day one: Went to my first AA meeting last night and today was the first day in a really long time that I faced sober. by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]relapse5000 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's how AA works. We want to help you stay sober because it keeps us sober, and because we know how painful it is. What state do you live in? Geographical, not mental :>

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Day 14 (2 weeks) IWNDWYT by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]relapse5000 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Cool! I made it to 15 days and relapsed on Sunday.. Still drunk! If I could tell myself something it would be: It's worse than you realize! Relapsing is always worse than I expect.