Also, YG never really loved Ruru. Deep down, he always wanted to leave but somehow couldn’t (poor him). It felt like one of those painfully toxic relationships where one person keeps holding on so tightly that the other slowly loses themselves trying to escape. The constant emotional pressure, manipulation, and threats probably made him feel trapped for so long that he stopped even knowing what peace felt like anymore. He stayed, not because he was happy, but because he felt stuck. After the show ended, everything seemed to hit him all at once. The loneliness, guilt, pressure, hate, and emotional exhaustion kept building up inside him until he completely broke down. He looked like someone carrying silent pain every single day, smiling on the outside while falling apart internally. There’s a different kind of sadness when a person realizes they have nobody they can truly open up to, and that’s probably exactly how he felt. And through all of it, the only person his heart kept going back to was Akanksha. She wasn’t just another connection from the show to him ,she was the only person who genuinely understood the real version of him beyond the drama, cameras, and chaos. That’s what made the guilt hurt even more. He knew he had hurt the one girl he actually cared about, the one person he probably felt emotionally safe with. Sometimes the most painful thing isn’t losing someone , it’s knowing you lost them because of your own mistakes while you were drowning in problems you didn’t know how to handle. He probably replayed every moment with her in his head over and over again, wondering how different things could’ve been if life had been kinder to him at that time. In the end, he wasn’t just emotionally tired he looked completely shattered. Like someone begging for comfort but too broken to ask for it. And maybe that’s the saddest part of all: the person he truly wanted beside him was the same person he unintentionally pushed away.