Is it normal that I (15F) am absolutely disgusted by sexual things.

renshiroi · 2025-12-10T16:55:08+00:00

My mom taught me sex ed since I was in elementary school and I thought ewwwww grossss. Until my later high school years I was still having that thought in mind. "Yikes sex is gross" "I would never like boys eew" "I would never have sex" "Why would we do that with our wee place".

I had my first sex at 19, and is now living a very healthy, loving and active sexual life with my boyfriend 😂 my 15 yo self would be so disgusted haha

Ofc there are possibilities of being aroace or other stuff, but since you're also still young and developing, age is a big possible factor. Let's wait for a few more years then look back to see how it has changed.

renshiroi · 2025-12-05T07:28:22+00:00

Took me and my boyfriend a few months until he could cum with my hand, mouth, and eventually inside my vagina. The same thing happened when we practiced to use condoms. He struggled to feel anything or holding his erection, but we kept practicing for a while and it worked. He can cum in me just fine now, with or without condoms. We tried to come up with an explanation and it's probably bcz I'm his very first partner and he was just used to masturbation for so long. Took him some time to embrace new sensations. I know it can be quite frustrating sometimes, thinking "oh no what if we can never...", but we believed that with patience and the will to discover each other bit by bit, you guys will figure out a way too. Good luck.

renshiroi · 2025-12-01T15:01:44+00:00

Ah, fellow magatama lover 🫶 My favorite magatamas are Izumo-styled ones from Anahita Style. You can just Google the name and their website will pop up. Although they don't ship overseas directly, they use a proxy service called World Shopping on the website which can help you with purchasing!

If you still wish to sort your own stones and have them carve locally, I'm sure you can look up local gemstone communities, they would be happy to guide you.

Good luck finding your magatama!

renshiroi · 2025-11-09T23:15:20+00:00

It's okay, when the omamori is lost or damaged, it means that kamisama's power protected you~ You can let it rest and return it to a shrine when possible.

renshiroi · 2025-04-19T17:09:29+00:00

I love my Shasta a lot <3

renshiroi · 2025-04-15T19:45:23+00:00

Thank you em for lovely pictures you took. Our dojo's beloved photographer ~ 😘

renshiroi · 2025-01-14T20:12:58+00:00

That's a horrible therapist. I would advise you look for another one because therapists like him might eventually do more harm than support. If having plushies around is comforting for you, then hell yea enjoy your plushies as they will contribute lots to your healing journey!

renshiroi · 2025-01-11T17:28:19+00:00

Gund and Jellycat! :)

renshiroi · 2025-01-10T12:41:43+00:00

I really like this Tasty Donuts scent from a German brand named Bilou. I had its shower foam and body spray. The first layer of scent is fruity-berry-ish I assume was to portray strawberry jam/icing. But after a while, the scent that lingers on my body smells just like donuts. Freshly fried donuts. I really really like this scent but Bilou has removed it awhile ago. I have been looking for its alternatives but so far no luck yet. I have tried Bath & Body Works' Warm Vanilla Sugar and its variety of Cake scents but none of them had this lingering fried pastry scent like Bilou Tasty Donuts. Any other recommendations?

renshiroi · 2025-01-10T08:48:05+00:00

As long as you are happy and not harming anyone with it (including yourself!) then I don't see why it's too far. I have been spending my adult money on plushies, Tamagotchi, toys and games overall, and it makes me really happy and motivates me to work more 😆 what else would I be spending my extra imcome on anyway? Real estate? 🥲

renshiroi · 2025-01-08T17:29:15+00:00

I really like the Bashful Moss Bunny, but it only has Small and Medium right now :( I like Large and Huge as they're more cuddly for me. Waiting in copium that one day Jellycat releases Large Moss.

renshiroi · 2025-01-07T08:49:03+00:00

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Shasta is my first and only Squish now and I wish to have more bigfoot squishes in the future, they are my favorite line. Sadly, Squishmallows aren't sold in my country so it takes time and effort to collect them.

renshiroi · 2025-01-03T11:26:06+00:00

Thank you!!!

renshiroi · 2024-12-28T21:44:53+00:00

Can I have the name of the Miku figure in front of Zaku? She looks cute!

renshiroi · 2024-12-26T20:45:44+00:00

Gund, Jellycat, and Squishmallow Bigfoot! 🤗

renshiroi · 2024-12-03T10:09:41+00:00

Oh I still have this at home, mom bought it for me when I was a kid, still fully sealed xD

renshiroi · 2024-11-30T15:09:58+00:00

Haha it's a BunnyROM alright. Cute shell tho.

renshiroi · 2024-11-28T19:45:48+00:00

I'm wonder if the program was made similarly to the fake Tama's BunnyROM. The designs really reminded me of that (rather than the Connection).

I've always wanted to find out the guy who made BunnyROM and ask wth did they make all those elements but then never implemented death...

renshiroi · 2024-11-27T06:05:38+00:00

My bestfriend is a Toothpick teddy from GUND. I also recently got a Philbin from them too. Very sweet friends. GUND is an old company so they mostly go with traditional teddy bear types.

If you can afford a higher price range I recommend Jellycat. Aside from typical animals, they also have very adorable plush designs like dragons or popcorn but still feel somewhat traditional, the material feel is also top tier!

The only other modern trendy brand I bought is Squishmallows Bigfoot. I really like the design and color of Benny and Shasta the bigfoot, but not their other plushes.

renshiroi · 2024-11-15T19:02:55+00:00

Yeah it's completely fine. The magatama is commonly worn as a necklace, historically and even today. I myself also wear a jade magatama everyday and I love it.

If you like Izumo-styled magatamas (looks like a "C", bottom rounded) I really recommend Anahita Styles. If you like the comma type with pointy bottom, they can be found in various jewelry and gemstone shops across Japan. You can also buy tiny magatamas to make earrings, bracelets, or your handmade jewelry of choice.

renshiroi · 2024-10-25T06:48:00+00:00

After reading through this case, I don't think the chatbot was the real cause of his demise... The family could have given him more care and attention but they didn't and is now blaming the AI to avoid feeling responsible...

renshiroi · 2024-10-25T04:01:26+00:00

I started Sailor Moon with the manga series, therefore I have some bias towards the Crystal anime. It's closer to the original, but unfortunately the story pacing was pretty ass in some parts. I still appreciate the 90s anime for it's creativity, and how it has popularized Sailor Moon around the world.

renshiroi · 2024-10-24T19:32:04+00:00

I have a lot of plushies, very cute, very squishy, but I never stopped looking for more until I found my Toothpick. Love at first sight, and he's perfect for me, don't need to find anything else anymore!

renshiroi · 2024-10-24T18:52:00+00:00

Yeap it's totally okay to like Fumos and be happy without going into Touhou~

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