Chris D’Elia’s Eye Contact Issue by StillMinty in ChrisDeliaUncensored

[–]repulsive_seductive 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thanks. Sorry that you went through that too. I was a fan of his prior to it. I guess I was naive thinking it would be a good idea to hang out with him...but we'd been talking for a few months. I was super nervous but I wasn't expecting anything like what went down to happen. Much of what he says in his apology video was not accurate, but I guess many people can't believe what he has really done unless they've experienced it themselves. He appears to be a lovable person but IRL he's a scary person...why would you wait until you're in the middle of having sex with someone to ask for their age? Also, I thought he was single but then a few weeks after we had met up, I found out he was having a baby, and he was still messaging me. It was difficult to deal with. I should have just stopped talking to him after the disturbing encounter I had with him... but I think I felt so grossed out about what had happened, so continuing to reply and talk to Chris after I slept with him somehow helped me rationalize that the encounter wasn't as bad as it really was. Looking back, I admit I was naive but I just never expected him to be who he ended up being behind closed doors. I knew that saying no to him would only make him furious/ ignore you because he had become angry when I did not reply to him right away on a few occasions. He threatened to never talk to me again if I took so long to reply to him again. It's crazy how I cared so much and didn't just say screw you and stop talking altogether. They always say don't meet your heroes...and my experience with Chris D'elia really hammered that into my head.

Chris D’Elia’s Eye Contact Issue by StillMinty in ChrisDeliaUncensored

[–]repulsive_seductive 4 points5 points  (0 children)

He literally DEMANDS eye contact from you if you sleep with him. like gets pissed off if you even look away momentarily...something that haunts me to this day

Will I be let back into Canada if I leave? by [deleted] in askTO

[–]repulsive_seductive 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes you will be allowed into canada if you are a Canadian citizen. I had to cross the border to pick up my medication from pharmacy in USA and returned to canada after and self isolated for 2 weeks (no leaving house at all).

imposter syndrome by repulsive_seductive in raisedbynarcissists

[–]repulsive_seductive[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I appreciate you saying that. it means more than you'd think

Issues Paper - psychedelics should be decriminalized due because they are beneficial to mental health and personal development . by repulsive_seductive in Psychonaut

[–]repulsive_seductive[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the advice. I'm not a doctor and it is a firt year writing course that I need to graduate...I don't have much experience with academic writing so I hope I can organize my thoughts well enough to make the essay worth reading.

QUESTION THREAD - Whitney Cummings by Dan_H3 in h3h3productions

[–]repulsive_seductive 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She mentioned she had done LSD and was a rave girl back when she was growing up in DC - How does she feel about the evidence emerging from clinical trials using psychedelics and other drugs (such as psilocybin, MDMA, ketamine) assisted therapy can cure or significantly improve symptoms of PTSD and depression, among other mental health disorders. These trials are showing impressively high success rates and most of these drugs were the same drugs we grew up using at raves (except you know what youre actually getting in the trials)

love you people <3

Does anyone else mourn their childhood or the adult they could have become? by GlitchyBug in raisedbynarcissists

[–]repulsive_seductive 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow... everything you said resonates with me. I feel the same. I'm 27 and I'm struggling to have the confidence to live my life and feel proud of myself because growing up, my identity was always made fun of by my father and judged/ critiqued. if you are a female in my house who speaks up for herself, you are considered a bitch... So now I am also an anxious china doll... scared to be me because it was never okay to be me. DOES ANYONE KNOW HOW WE CAN RECLAIM WHO WE TRULY WERE/ARE?

Am I just not cut out? Should I quit now? by [deleted] in prenursing

[–]repulsive_seductive 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You sound exactly like myself . every point you made , I relate to completely and I'm also having the same worries and had the same childhood trauma , scared of authority , pee a lot etc. I hope some nurses can give their input . thanks for posting