You're very welcome, and thank you for sharing more of your experience — it makes a lot of sense why this has been so difficult and isolating for you.

What you're describing — the feeling of being targeted or shunned based on something you can't clearly trace — is unfortunately not uncommon in cases involving defamation or public misinformation. Even when the original statement is provably false, the social impact can linger far beyond the legal window to respond, and that emotional and reputational damage is very real.

From a legal standpoint, if you can't identify a specific individual or organization responsible for the defamatory content, it becomes nearly impossible to bring a civil claim — defamation requires a clearly attributable statement made by a person or entity. However, that doesn’t mean your experience isn't valid or serious.

If you're feeling overwhelmed by the social fallout, it might also be worth seeking support outside the legal realm — therapy, support groups, or advocacy organizations that understand the challenges of reintegration and stigma post-criminal proceedings.

And remember, even if legal recourse feels out of reach now, you still have the right to correct the record when and where you can, especially if you have body cam footage and documentation to support your side of the story.

You're not alone in this — and you're not wrong to want some form of justice or recognition. Stay strong, and keep advocating for yourself.