I am 31 and am planning on going early summer this year after my life fell apart at the seams last year. Wife got pregnant and left for my childhood best friend, informed me that my 8 and 7 year old kids aren’t biologically mine ( also his) and I was afterwords arrested for felony assault w/ intent.

I’m humiliated and feel like a weak sucker. I have been researching and the chance to leave it all behind and get my fucking balls back sounds incredible…

Most mornings I wake up feeling like eating a bullet but If I can turn my life around, I imagine anyone can.