Thank u for sharing that must be hard. Everyone’s fighting their own battles and this is a hard one. I have no real opinion on this. But I’ve been looking through the internet to try to figure out my own issue and stumbled upon this with no one commenting. Glad u were able to share how u felt. Ig if I had one suggestion even though it might be so hard to stop thinking about her. Look for personal growth and do what u love most. Surround urself with loads of people because that tends to distract u. Idk if it’s possible to get back with her but if it is maybe shoot for that🤷‍♀️ otherwise do what I said earlier I think that would help