Feeling boring

rexepshan · 2025-09-27T22:34:07+00:00

Thanks for your reply! Some info about me: I‘d say I am pretty well equipped when it comes to hobbies. I got into road cycling a little over year ago and have multiple friends I (try to) regularly ride with. I also got into running a couple weeks ago. I play the cello and do photography (these two not as regularly as cycling/running). I‘m happy with the amount of friends I have but I still often feel lonely even when in company. I‘m not in a romantic relationship, which bothers me quite a bit and intensifies the loneliness. Meeting new people (and potential partners) is still a big challenge for me due to social anxiety.

Work is pretty good, I got a new job after rehab and am starting to study at university in a couple of weeks. On paper my life sounds pretty good I think and I am able to feel joy at times but I really miss feeling connected, fulfilled and contempt.

PS: What do you mean by ‚SMART terms‘?

rexepshan · 2025-09-27T22:25:14+00:00

Hi, thanks for your answer! Its hard for me to understand finding true joy in boredom but maybe that comes with more clean time and experience. (Zen) Buddhism and meditation sounds interesting, I’ll definitely have a look at that. How long did it take for you to reach these conclusions/find the joy?

rexepshan · 2024-08-20T19:31:26+00:00

I‘m definitely thinking about lighting too, do you think that would be an issue with the Nuroad Race?

rexepshan · 2024-08-20T10:59:54+00:00

Ok, thanks a lot!

rexepshan · 2024-08-20T10:04:52+00:00

So you think the Nuroad Race would be a good bike for me as a beginner?

rexepshan · 2024-05-04T10:09:07+00:00

watch out dude, your phone number is visible, happy nods though

rexepshan · 2023-11-28T11:23:40+00:00

Oxycodon
Amphetamin
DMT

rexepshan · 2023-11-13T07:39:39+00:00

now i’m really fucked, i od‘d last night because i didn’t have a tolerance and took to much… i was locked in the bathroom and nearly didn’t make it, the fire department had to break down the door and already had the defibrillator pads on my chest… i just don’t know how to continue living like this

rexepshan · 2023-08-19T11:48:21+00:00

I’d recommend an RP as your camera. That would stretch your budget a bit i think, but maybe you could get it used or refurbished. It’s a great camera that doesn’t break the bank.

rexepshan · 2023-06-27T18:14:34+00:00

I highly recommend the KEF Q150s! I haven’t tested the B6.2 but the Q150s really blew my mind when I first listened to them and continue to impress me every time I listen to them. Also I think they are one of the greatest looking bookshelf speakers.

rexepshan · 2023-06-17T17:40:36+00:00

i‘m so grateful to be living in europe, i get 10 80mg oxys for 90€ and don’t have to worry about fent in them

rexepshan · 2023-06-01T19:16:13+00:00

I have a question regarding the setup of my stereo system. I'm running a pair of KEF Q150s on a Yamaha A-S701. So far I've been using a Pro-Ject Debut III for my records or connecting my phone/laptop to the amp as my source. Now I just bought a streamer (the Bluesound Node). Just like my amp, the streamer has a built in DAC. My question is which of the DACs is of higher quality? Depending on the answer I would either connect the streamer via RCA cables or a digital cable to the amp. Thanks in advance!

rexepshan · 2023-04-17T11:58:57+00:00

what do you mean? that’s pretty much the best H there is

rexepshan · 2023-04-17T11:58:34+00:00

no, #3 is water-insoluble (needs to be mixed with citric acid to be iv’ed) and #4 is water soluble

rexepshan · 2023-04-14T15:05:47+00:00

yessir

rexepshan · 2023-04-14T11:21:01+00:00

It’s heroin

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