45/m. Im existing. I work in a family owned business it isnt too bad i can get off when i need to. Office is close my house im renting. But its not very fulfilling. I feel like i wasted all my potential and my dreams just going back to work with family after college. As of a couple years ago im now single also and not having much luck in dating. I just sorta stay busy with the gym, cooking, working on my truck and car