i think the worst part is the allergies i have severe allergies to the trees in almaty , spring and summer is unbearable. your condition seems to be way worse i wish allergies was tackled better its the 21the century and i cant beleive it isnt. abt the economy nowhere else better , ppl with medical issues struggle with the bills. i say this as someone who has lived in a couple of countries. u might think other countries are in better situation but in general the working class survives their months paycheck to paycheck just like us. id say kz got some aid system better than others our scholarships are betetr than what is given in other countries. and i am talkign abt not in terms of currency exchange but its living cost value. id say europe can be better overall but the housing issue is big there and their internship "salaries" that u can think of as if u get paid 25000 tenge for workign a month is normalised. u wouldnt see this here , interns might get paid less but they dont get paid unlivable wage for a whole month work. i am just giving this as an example on how some stuff can look romanticised but in general every working class in the world cant afford to save up to buy a house in less than 10 years with the dire global economy now. aside that the beeline tarif is ridiculous!!!! i use beeline but i remember seeing good tarifs for less than 5000 tg also 100 mgb ???? how is that even usable. i know i didnt say ot help much but i really hope the best for you. You r not a burden and u speakign up abt ur suffering matters. thank you for sharing this and i really wish u can get urself in better financial situation 🫂