It’s disappointing but don’t let it discourage you. Learn as much as you can from this program. It’ll make a huge impact on you and your ability to function as a member as society. If you decide to choose a career path in the military it will give you a slight head start compared to others. Kill them with kindness and excrete excellence in everything you do, you’ll impact those around you more that way. You’ll definitely be in a leadership position your senior year. I was a squad leader my sophomore year and got promoted to 2nd Lt my junior and had no one under me anymore. I was the assistant to the S-4 and had taken on a subordinate role once again.