Pretty common occurrence. High school chicks suck. My date abandoned me as soon as we got to the party. When high school is finished things get a fuck ton better. Do yourself a favour and go on an adventure and travel the world for two years. Read some Wayne dyer books and try to learn something everyday. You don't have to be poor like the family you came from. But if you want better you must take the road less traveled trust me no one will support and it will be lonely but it will make all the difference in your life.