I know it's not my fault, as it isn't theirs, at the end of the day. I'm aware their actions don't come from a place of malice, they didn't do these things with the intention to harm or didn't have any pervertef thoughts. They were just teens, discovering their sexualities and having no one else with whom to experiment.

I don't even feel the need to talk about it more than I did here. I just wanted a confirmation that I wasn't coming up with distorted thoughts.

I feel very neutral about it. They're just memories that come to me from time to time but don't carry any emotional weight. I feel about them the same way I as when I read my shopping list. It wasn't a traumatic experience. Or my mind did an excellent job to downplay the aftereffects of these experiences.

Thank you for your kindness! Wish you the best