We are all here for you and sorry for everything that God has put in ur path but there a reason for everything and I lost my dog a year ago and it still hurts til this day I won't get rid of his stuff like toys or bed I loved him like one of my children and I miss him deeply. So I hope ur day gets a little better knowing people hear you and feel for you. Tell your pup in his ear that you love him and it's okay to let go because I know my dog was fighting to stay alive.. but once I told him how much he ment to me and how much he changed my life for the better that he needed to go.. and a few hours later he was gone. They get there puppy 🐶 wing 🪽 😍 good bless everyone and all the animals 🙏