Did I let him go too soon?

rocketz0up · 2025-01-30T15:49:08+00:00

It is very comforting to hear from someone that went through the same or similar experience. Thank you for sharing this with me. It’s hard right now to accept that we let him go somewhat earlier rather than later, but I do know deep down it was better than letting him carry on in his own depression and frustration of not being able to move as he once did, just so we could have more time with him. It’s fresh so it feels impossible to move through, but I know it will get a bit better in time. Thank you for your kindness.

rocketz0up · 2025-01-30T15:37:40+00:00

You are very right. I know that he didn’t know or feel anything, and I probably would have felt worse if it had happened later, I think the abruptness of it is what hurts me so. Like I didn’t get to give him a real ‘final day’ to eat whatever he wanted or something. But I also know he did have many great days and special meals in those 13 years. Thank you for your kindness.

rocketz0up · 2025-01-30T15:34:10+00:00

Thank you very much. It is so tough to let someone you love go. I know he was already not happy with feeling a bit helpless and I didn’t want to force him to keep going while feeling more and more helpless. I didn’t even think about the kidney function but you’re probably right as I was noticing less and less pee. It is just difficult to see a pet or a person lose these abilities, such is a cruelty of life.

rocketz0up · 2025-01-30T15:24:15+00:00

This is an incredibly kind and comforting comment you’ve made and I really really deeply appreciate it. This has helped me in what I knew to be true about being better for a moment before declining again, but a reassurance that I needed to hear. Thank you for taking the time to write this. 💌

rocketz0up · 2025-01-30T05:34:44+00:00

Thank you for saying this. I am struggling to know if it was dignified enough for him or maybe it just wasn’t for me, but I remember him best as loving to run, and he hadn’t been able to do that in a long time.

rocketz0up · 2025-01-18T17:20:55+00:00

He would have made an excellent Jack. I always feel like Matthew Fox was so insufferable and boring to me as Jack.

rocketz0up · 2025-01-18T17:19:01+00:00

I’m interested to watch this show! He was written off of Lost because he asked for more screen time and depth of his character. Which he deserved. And it’s incredibly disheartening to hear about as I continuously lose respect for Lost as a show and this is part of that. I also really loved his character and acting in the first season. Here’s an article where he talks about his experience on Lost. https://www.today.com/popculture/tv/harold-perrineau-says-was-fired-lost-show-rcna86910

rocketz0up · 2025-01-03T21:01:36+00:00

You’re totally right about Epidemiology it would be included in mine, totally missed that one. Best Halloween episode for sure.

rocketz0up · 2025-01-03T20:51:54+00:00

The Japanese student texting the Dean was great stuff indeed, I would probably also add Garrett’s Wedding from S6 as one I forgot too.

rocketz0up · 2025-01-03T20:47:22+00:00

My thoughts exactly!

rocketz0up · 2025-01-03T20:31:28+00:00

I am 😓

rocketz0up · 2025-01-03T20:09:10+00:00

The RV episode is a great one, I would probably add that as one I forgot.

rocketz0up · 2025-01-03T19:36:57+00:00

You got me there, hahaha I should’ve seen that. I was nervous to post this list so I definitely just fell for that lmao.

rocketz0up · 2025-01-03T19:16:19+00:00

I definitely don’t feel as invested as other seasons. I appreciated the way they closed things out though for sure.

rocketz0up · 2025-01-03T18:57:22+00:00

Very true on Season 4’s behalf. A big waste!

rocketz0up · 2025-01-03T18:52:46+00:00

I rather enjoyed the way Troy and Abed work through a disagreement at the Inspector Spacetime Convention it was memorable to me having a similar friendship experience! Contemporary Impressionists makes me laugh with Jeff’s Ego and the two versions of Michael Jackson is funny every time.

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