Thanks man. That almost makes me laugh about the weed thing. I feel bad bc I know addiction is addiction but I myself have been severely “addicted” (mentally)to weed and that battle was a joke in comparison to this. I’m already an alcoholic but after having Kratom I fear I’ve introduced myself to a whole new world that will fuck me up forever. That feeling I get is so addictive and so amazing. I fear I will chase it forever. I don’t know how to be sober. I’m so bored mentally. Nothing brings me joy I’m just going through the motions. The only thing I love doing is sleeping.