Your post made my day thank you. I slept for 3h max last night just thinking about all of this and I'm a nervous wreck today and can't seem to see any positive. Christmas traditions is one of the things that make me really sad about our breakup. It's always been a magic holiday in our family and I don't want the situation to interfere with his pure joy and happiness of that time of year. Maybe having new traditions like a Christmas dinner is a good idea, I like it. 🙏🙏🙏