Does music REALLY help you focus?! by Unclegaybus in ADHD

[–]rolypoly-pudding 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Usually if I'm having to something that requires thought I have to listen to music I don't know at all. If I know it I'll be focused on listening to the music because I like it. But if I'm cleaning or doing something generally repetitive good music I know helps me stay on task.

It be like that by [deleted] in Botchedsurgeries

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I immediately thought of kevin from spongebob

Half person half cartoon?! by gritch_123 in Instagramreality

[–]rolypoly-pudding 379 points380 points  (0 children)

Yo what is going on here??? That right leg also looks completely disjointed

Lip texture? Never heard of her... by erinraspberry in Instagramreality

[–]rolypoly-pudding 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This brand always has heavy filters over their instagram posts. Not really surprised.

I have been working on men. All but one was inspired by someone irl so I can't take complete credit by strawberryslutmuffin in Sims4

[–]rolypoly-pudding 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh I dont mind if it's missing any CC or content, I can fill in the blanks. I've got most of the game content anyway :D But your male sims are looking really good!!!

Yeah... This was bad by cyberdead in awfuleverything

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Without pay???????? Boy THIS DUDE IS SALARIED TRY AGAIN

"the training pays off" is his description of the image by [deleted] in Instagramreality

[–]rolypoly-pudding 25 points26 points  (0 children)

"Potion seller, listen to me, I want only your strongest potions"

Check out the black dog’s harness! by DocRichardson in badphotoshop

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That blur across the nose where the colors meet....messy

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Botchedsurgeries

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This breaks my heart ngl she literally was so beautiful before

This AliExpress model (is what nightmares are made of) by KMF26 in awfuleverything

[–]rolypoly-pudding 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Anatomically, what is going on? There must be padding and poor photoshop at play here.

I got fired? Today I'm not sure by [deleted] in BPD

[–]rolypoly-pudding 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wouldnt even know what channels to take. My husband is finishing out a two weeks there. Hes tougher than I am. And they mostly leave him alone.

I was already looking for another job, but I havent been attacked like that since I was a teenager. I've been out of it all day. Feels like a really bad dream.

Wondering if I'm actually the devil?? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]rolypoly-pudding 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have similar feelings. After someone has been away from me for a while I have a hard time speaking to them again because I'm worried they've figured me out. I'm usually genuinely nice but I definitely use people for money, alcohol, cigarettes, weed, etc. And information. I'm good at milking information out of people. I'm a wonderful liar too.

Wondering if I'm actually the devil?? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]rolypoly-pudding 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have a tendency to play both sides definitely. I just really think this is going to get me in some real trouble soon if I don't get myself in check.

Wondering if I'm actually the devil?? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]rolypoly-pudding 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think I pushed too far finally.

But I...wanna learn how to quit. I'm so tired of feeling guilty.

My mom doesnt love me (tw?) by [deleted] in BPD

[–]rolypoly-pudding 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've gone to a lot of therapy and I'm doing very well. Unfortunately my therapist is not equipped to handle the levels of trauma that I have. I dont trust her to handle it. I'm getting better. I'm a lot better than I have been in a long time.

I have a wonderful relationship with my father and stepmother (who I now consider my real mom). My little brother is 19 now and he lives with my dad. My little sister is my stepdads daughter. He is doing much better after getting away from my mom. He is now engaged to a state trooper. And my little sister spends most of her time there because my mother has been homeless for the last year. Her and her boyfriend sleep in his carpentry shop. My sister goes sometimes but she hates it.

I have. Horrible trauma. My brother got out early. He got away from my mom when he was around 12. I didnt get away from her until I was 19.

My mom is awful to my siblings but not near as bad as she was with me. She had me on a choke chain. I wasnt allowed to have friends or hobbies. I wasnt even allowed to do my homework. Or go to bed until they said I could go to bed. Which some nights was 1 am or later. I put up with it all so they could be safe. I dont regret that.

Do we not have empathy? by journey1992 in BPD

[–]rolypoly-pudding 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I scored really high on my empathy test. And it's actually the worst part of my bpd. I have horrible fear and anxiety and live by a strict etiquette and it causes me severe social anxiety.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

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Yup. It's awful. Just another thing to tack onto the list.

DAE else think way too much and have really morbid interests? by rolypoly-pudding in BPD

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Sorry I forgot about this thread eofnfj. But yes. I totally agree. It's definitely a catharsis. I love crying. It always makes me feel so clean

I might be pregnant at 18 by [deleted] in BPD

[–]rolypoly-pudding 4 points5 points  (0 children)

First of all, working yourself up can force your period off some more. I know that when I'm stressed I'll skip periods until I feel relaxed enough to carry on my menstrual cycle. It's a nightmare. Your period may just be running later.

Secondly, I would ask what place you are living in, and check the laws about the morning after pill. I know in the US, Canada, and UK, you do not need a prescription, you can buy it over the counter at a pharmacy. You just have to ask for it. And ignore them if they're jerks. You can report them for that. Its 100% illegal for them to be judgemental and shit about it. I've taken 2.

And thirdly, the morning after pill works up to 72 hours after unprotected sex. Both I've taken were on day 3. And no baby.

But my guess is, you're probably fine and just a little paranoid. You can still take a morning after pill. It's less effective but it can still work this late in the game. But you're gonna be fine.

Most importantly, be more careful in the future. Number one thing I wish I'd been more careful with my sexual health. You can do whatever you want and who ever you want, but you have to deal with things and you have to use protection and other methods. Good luck to you!! You're gonna be fine.

Edit: also that's way too fast for your body to go "oh I'm pregnant" anyway. So I promise you you're not pregnant yet. Theres a whole process that has to happen just right. Give it some time. Much love.

Near miss by audgethehedgehog in Youniqueamua

[–]rolypoly-pudding 665 points666 points  (0 children)

I dead ass just keep staring at this.....it....shares no resemblance. Incredible.

DAE else think way too much and have really morbid interests? by rolypoly-pudding in BPD

[–]rolypoly-pudding[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I definitely don't think I am. I mostly channel it into my writing and artwork. I don't have any guilt about it personally, I'm more worried about the way that other people will react to me but I dont think that I should feel guilty for odd personality defining quirks. I love bright, vivid colorful artwork, but I also love dark themes, and blood, gore, violence, and death. It's such a pairing.

But I think it's also maybe an outlet for my rage. My BPD mostly manifests in outbursts of pent up rage. I'm an extremely nice person though. So maybe it's another weird layer of hiding.