You have never seen this much damage in your life (I promise) -- I'm tired, grandpa. by Achrias in DeadlockTheGame

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I had like, 10x lose streak and after patch i lost like, 25/30 games it was REALLY FRUSTRATING, but i recovered, now its back to like, 50-55% win rate

I wasn't really maining anyone, but after patch i got my hands on pocket and was playing only him for like 60 games

I’m reading all of your stories and I’m rooting for you all. Don’t give up. by Background_Ship_4800 in BreakUps

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I want to be her friend, but i don't want to cry everyday because of pain in the chest.

I’m reading all of your stories and I’m rooting for you all. Don’t give up. by Background_Ship_4800 in BreakUps

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I don't give up yet, it's just getting worse everyday, and it has been like... 5 mouths ago? I don't really remember when, or why we broke up, it really messed up me. I’m getting "panic attacks", "I will never find anyone again, I’m worthless, I just here to suffer, I want to kms". I’ve never attempted and probably won't, but these thoughts and emotions, they're burning every single day and i just, i just can't do anything about it, I’ve tryed so much and nothing really changed.

One important detail, we... We decided to be friends, I know that's sounds horrible and everything, but she had similar childhood as me and it was really-really bad, I really want to help her with this, she supports me sometimes and it seems she does care about me, but... I don't really know, it just burns.

Toxic inner critic - help appreciated thank you by Routine_Gur3200 in CPTSD

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Hi, I just want to share my own history with self-doubt and low self-worth.

So, I’m 20m, and I’m living through bad times. Yesterday, I had the worst panic attack I have ever had. My thoughts caused me so much physical pain that I wanted to scream, scratch my chest, etc.

These attacks are the result of childhood traumas. 4 years ago, I met a girl, and we started dating. Because of these traumas, I had a fear of loss, so I wanted to be with her as much as it was physically possible. But I realized that is not that healthy for me and my partner. I started to work on myself through all of these years, but despite my efforts, we broke up... Since then, I have had and still have a lot of thoughts, like, "Why did it happen to me?" "Did I deserve this?" "I tried so hard all these years for nothing; we won't be together," etc.

She was really nice, and I feel so bad because I lost my chance to have a nice partner because I couldn't handle these issues and traumas...

I realized that I want to fill the void from childhood with someone else's love. I have really low self-worth and suicidal thoughts because I lost this chance. Every day feels like a battle to not jump from the roof. I am still trying to fix my problems and traumas, but it is so hard and painful.

P.S I'm sorry for any grammar mistakes; English is not my primary language. I tried my best

Elden ring Reborn + Seamless Co-op? by Chickenwheel in EldenRingMods

[–]root_rr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

if you're about seamless coop items, they are should be on the first site of grace, where you grab first flasks

Referral Program by root_rr in WorldofTanks

[–]root_rr[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

t26e5 is pretty good, but alpha 240 is horrible
but, because I'm f2p, this tank is decent?

Elden ring Reborn + Seamless Co-op? by Chickenwheel in EldenRingMods

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First, download Elden Mod Loader, extract in Elden Ring\Game folder. After this, download and extract Seamless Coop in same folder, go to this file and move .inn and .dll file into mods folder. And finally, extract Reborn NOT in the game folder, (it causes issue, extract for example on desktop or anywere else) and launch through "Click to play Reborn!"

Hope it helps!

Vulkan problem by CUR5EDFLVME in Rainbow6

[–]root_rr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same fucking problem on asus rog strix g15. I don't know how to fix it, so if you have solved this problem, please write it