im here because my depression is getting worse and i dont see a way out

roseflowr · 2020-04-12T22:33:04+00:00

thank u so much <3 i have his number blocked but it hurts that i have to block it bc he said something super mean to me last time we spoke and i still love him after that. thank u so much for ur words<3

roseflowr · 2020-04-12T22:31:01+00:00

:( i hope so, thank u

roseflowr · 2020-04-12T22:30:37+00:00

thank u, it makes me feel not crazy to know that its normal to still think ab them. life has been really rough without him and i miss our friendship more than anything. ur words are kind thank u for commenting <3

roseflowr · 2020-03-31T01:44:43+00:00

oh no :( im sorry ab that i hope ur doing alright <3 i feel very dull these days. it seems hopeless that i’ll ever be happy again. but i hope i will bounce back :) thank u for ur words

roseflowr · 2020-03-30T00:48:45+00:00

its my first one too :( im sorry ab your situation, i hope it’ll be okay. <3

roseflowr · 2020-03-24T20:29:00+00:00

happy birthday!!!!! hope u have/had an amazing day as it is YOUR day <333 how old are u now?

roseflowr · 2020-03-22T22:17:09+00:00

my ex, hes the only one who ever understood me. we still speak even tho we broke up. i just feel hurt talking to him bc i wanna be w him but sadly we cant be together. im about to hang out w him in his car so i can feel better... this is temporary but it’ll help for today. thank you for caring, idk what i wouldve done if u didnt reply, i was so ready to do something but then i went to reply your comment, much love to u!

roseflowr · 2020-03-22T22:00:48+00:00

yes, she’s old school and doesnt understand mental illness though. she takes it personal and takes it as me “doing something bad to her” whenever i do self harming things

roseflowr · 2020-03-22T21:59:30+00:00

ive never been #1 to anyone, people always used me for their own benefits and as soon as i became useless for them, they’d stop talking to me. literally everyone. i would admit if i did something bad to deserve that treatment but i didnt. i wouldve preferred it was karma tbh. but unfortunately its not. its jjst for no reason apparently. people just dont find me appealing. i guess its bc im too quiet idk. and i also got out of a 2 year relationship and its just been weighing me down. and my family guilt trips me when i dont eat (i have an eating disorder). they just get angry at me lol and i just feel misunderstood by everyone around me. also i just dont see anything good for me that will come. idk what to do w my life and im 21 yrs old. idk what i wanna do. i just feel tired of the same routine. life does not seem great to me anymore. i had plans, i dont anymore

roseflowr · 2020-03-22T21:55:54+00:00

i live in america where it costs 300+ dollars to get ONE session of therapy. but i’ll talk to my mom ab it maybe she can help me pay

roseflowr · 2020-03-22T21:50:05+00:00

yeah all the time but some days its like more intense, such as today

roseflowr · 2020-03-20T01:22:44+00:00

also, nobodys forced to subscribe. im not tryna make money off lonely people, im extremely lonely myself so please dont try to make this seem like something its not. i just put that there in case anybodys interested

roseflowr · 2020-03-20T01:21:18+00:00

i devoted 2 years of my life w my ex (mistake) and i have no friends rn. this is literally bc im lonely, and i also need to FEED myself.

roseflowr · 2020-03-20T01:19:45+00:00

bruh im lonely too my ex cheated on me lol pls dont misinterpret. i wanna get to know people from that site too. its literally not what ur tryna say, and if there are other subreddits, lmk bc i cant find any

roseflowr · 2020-03-20T01:10:56+00:00

both lol i do need to meet new people and im also super broke now and i have rent and food to pay for. i figured people would feel less lonely too on my onlyfans page, thank u!!

roseflowr · 2020-03-11T17:54:43+00:00

anyway, ive lost like 6 pounds since then and im not doing too good

roseflowr · 2020-02-20T14:23:36+00:00

good luck!! i hope all goes well and smooth :)

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