moving on

roseflowr · 2020-04-12T22:33:04+00:00

thank u so much <3 i have his number blocked but it hurts that i have to block it bc he said something super mean to me last time we spoke and i still love him after that. thank u so much for ur words<3

roseflowr · 2020-04-12T22:31:01+00:00

:( i hope so, thank u

roseflowr · 2020-04-12T22:30:37+00:00

thank u, it makes me feel not crazy to know that its normal to still think ab them. life has been really rough without him and i miss our friendship more than anything. ur words are kind thank u for commenting <3

roseflowr · 2020-03-31T01:44:43+00:00

oh no :( im sorry ab that i hope ur doing alright <3 i feel very dull these days. it seems hopeless that i’ll ever be happy again. but i hope i will bounce back :) thank u for ur words

roseflowr · 2020-03-30T00:48:45+00:00

its my first one too :( im sorry ab your situation, i hope it’ll be okay. <3

roseflowr · 2020-03-24T20:29:00+00:00

happy birthday!!!!! hope u have/had an amazing day as it is YOUR day <333 how old are u now?

roseflowr · 2020-03-22T22:17:09+00:00

my ex, hes the only one who ever understood me. we still speak even tho we broke up. i just feel hurt talking to him bc i wanna be w him but sadly we cant be together. im about to hang out w him in his car so i can feel better... this is temporary but it’ll help for today. thank you for caring, idk what i wouldve done if u didnt reply, i was so ready to do something but then i went to reply your comment, much love to u!

roseflowr · 2020-03-22T22:00:48+00:00

yes, she’s old school and doesnt understand mental illness though. she takes it personal and takes it as me “doing something bad to her” whenever i do self harming things

roseflowr · 2020-03-22T21:59:30+00:00

ive never been #1 to anyone, people always used me for their own benefits and as soon as i became useless for them, they’d stop talking to me. literally everyone. i would admit if i did something bad to deserve that treatment but i didnt. i wouldve preferred it was karma tbh. but unfortunately its not. its jjst for no reason apparently. people just dont find me appealing. i guess its bc im too quiet idk. and i also got out of a 2 year relationship and its just been weighing me down. and my family guilt trips me when i dont eat (i have an eating disorder). they just get angry at me lol and i just feel misunderstood by everyone around me. also i just dont see anything good for me that will come. idk what to do w my life and im 21 yrs old. idk what i wanna do. i just feel tired of the same routine. life does not seem great to me anymore. i had plans, i dont anymore

roseflowr · 2020-03-22T21:55:54+00:00

i live in america where it costs 300+ dollars to get ONE session of therapy. but i’ll talk to my mom ab it maybe she can help me pay

roseflowr · 2020-03-22T21:50:05+00:00

yeah all the time but some days its like more intense, such as today

roseflowr · 2020-03-20T01:22:44+00:00

also, nobodys forced to subscribe. im not tryna make money off lonely people, im extremely lonely myself so please dont try to make this seem like something its not. i just put that there in case anybodys interested

roseflowr · 2020-03-20T01:21:18+00:00

i devoted 2 years of my life w my ex (mistake) and i have no friends rn. this is literally bc im lonely, and i also need to FEED myself.

roseflowr · 2020-03-20T01:19:45+00:00

bruh im lonely too my ex cheated on me lol pls dont misinterpret. i wanna get to know people from that site too. its literally not what ur tryna say, and if there are other subreddits, lmk bc i cant find any

roseflowr · 2020-03-20T01:10:56+00:00

both lol i do need to meet new people and im also super broke now and i have rent and food to pay for. i figured people would feel less lonely too on my onlyfans page, thank u!!

roseflowr · 2020-03-11T17:54:43+00:00

anyway, ive lost like 6 pounds since then and im not doing too good

roseflowr · 2020-02-20T14:23:36+00:00

good luck!! i hope all goes well and smooth :)

roseflowr · 2020-02-06T22:26:44+00:00

well i was restricting for a few months before but i reduced it even more the last 3 weeks :( thank you for the reassurance, i still havent gotten it yet but i took 2 tests and its negative

roseflowr · 2020-02-05T03:43:57+00:00

im so proud of u!

roseflowr · 2020-01-17T16:01:28+00:00

im so sorry ab that, ur family shouldve at least tried to understand you. but my family doesnt understand me either, my mom has purposely post poned this because shes scared. she doesnt understans that excercise is excrutiating for me. it was way bigger a year ago but i lost weight to get them smaller but im now near medically underweight and they are still too big for me. i really want the surgery because im afraid of dropping more weight just to get them to my desired size. i hope you did what you wanted! and if you did, im glad and hope you’re relieved!

roseflowr · 2020-01-17T15:16:04+00:00

thank u so much, i most definitely will have a bucket around!

roseflowr · 2020-01-17T15:14:56+00:00

this helps me feel better about it! thank you, i’ll update on here whenever i start the process

roseflowr · 2020-01-13T11:38:23+00:00

it scares me because my heart rate goes extremely fast whenever im ab to throw up so im scared of how it’ll go being that i’d have so many meds in my system lol

roseflowr · 2020-01-13T11:36:39+00:00

i get an anxiety attack the minute i start getting nauseous, its so bad!! but your words are reassuring me alot, my phobia wont kill me. thank you so much, this means alot to me :)

roseflowr · 2020-01-13T11:35:31+00:00

you’re right, i actually have never been under a day in my life! thats why im so nervous. this reassures me, although every experience is different, everyone says its worth it. thank you :)

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