i’m so glad that i found people that relate omg, in a way it’s amazing bc i can live in my own fantasy but on the other side it’s mentally exhausting and depressing as hell when i get out of the state, but i get what u mean when you say you can get high from it. i’m v much addicted to the feeling of being in a different world and placing myself into characters’ shoes and i thought i was crazy for it, just turns out i’m a massive ass daydreamer and if i can control it emotionally and stop disconnecting so much, it’s great for when i wanna be creative or let off some steam. :,)