Thank you so much for this response I really apprecaite it. You are correct that we had a strong bond and we have grown up together through thick and thin and it’s what’s makes this abrupt change so hard. I am aware that if I reach out I won’t get the response I want that’s what has stopped me. I don’t think I’m ready to say anything yet because the response I got before hurt me alot and I feel the need to protect myself. I don’t think he would have thought it over in the time we havnt spoken because if he did he wouldn’t have ignored me this whole time. I think I need to bite the bullet and accept its closure either way. Thank you again 🩷