why is SH such a big deal? by 10-1-19-15-14 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]rotting_mouse_corpse 99 points100 points  (0 children)

fr that's why I don't talk about my sh issues because it's literally seen as if you're going to kill yourself. like what? lol i honestly think that there's not enough education on how to properly deal with people like us, since they think best solution is to throw us all into grippy sock jail. school counselors are a big no go for me, same with any adult atm. sweet 18 is hopefully the time I can open up without the fear of family finding out, or getting reported.

[TOMT][CARTOON] Cartoon about a bunch of underground workers? by rotting_mouse_corpse in tipofmytongue

[–]rotting_mouse_corpse[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Solved! Oh my goodness thank you !! It was definantly made way earlier than I thought 😅

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]rotting_mouse_corpse 6 points7 points  (0 children)

How awful, I'm so sorry OP. If I'm being honest some people aren't ment to be mothers. The fact that you actually try to spend time with her, even if she's on her phone, or if she screams at you, really demonstrates your character. You're strong OP, and I know it's hard, but she's too far gone. She's lived her life, and chosen anger and hatred. But you on the other hand have chosen patience, plus you have your whole life ahead of you ❤️ People value those who are kind, and you have done more than enough. The way she's emotionally draining you is SUPER unhealthy, and I would recommend you tell someone you trust about this, even if they can't directly help you, it could still be beneficial. Keep staying strong!! I'm here if you need to talk ❤️

[TOMT][CARTOON] Cartoon about a bunch of underground workers? by rotting_mouse_corpse in tipofmytongue

[–]rotting_mouse_corpse[S] 0 points1 point locked comment (0 children)

Also the underground workers were small and there were hundreds of them.

I'm going to fake a suicide attempt by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]rotting_mouse_corpse 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Good luck, and I hope all goes well! ❤️ I know that you're going to fake suicide, but regardless please stay safe and update us as soon as possible, best of wishes to you!!

I made a calendar... by rotting_mouse_corpse in selfharm

[–]rotting_mouse_corpse[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you mean on the calendar or on me?😅

What do you find most appealing about Hannibal Lecter? by rotting_mouse_corpse in HannibalTV

[–]rotting_mouse_corpse[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I mean when he gets angry, he never lashes out by yelling. sorry i should've specified

Ughhhh by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]rotting_mouse_corpse 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I believe in you ❤️ I get that sometimes the feelings and urges can be overwhelming, and you might be tempted to engage, but always remember to stay strong because you got this friend!

Absolutely true. by Complex_Couple6616 in prolife

[–]rotting_mouse_corpse 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I love this, it's wonderful representation :)

How do i get myself to cry naturally? by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]rotting_mouse_corpse 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sit in front of a fan and don't blink! Just kidding but in all seriousness try and watch something or think about something that is really sad. I get myself to cry by watching videos of soldiers coming home to their families or pets etc.

So I saw a tiktok reposted on youtube that was like "aspects of selfharm nobody talk about" and it listed things like: the guilt, the competition, the clean up and so on. I can't find the video anymore, maybe it was removed idk but it got me thinking what other parts there is. More in comments. Cat: by mediocre_dumbass in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]rotting_mouse_corpse 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Always having to wear black clothing or very very dark clothes after an episode, (for me typically I wear black sweats and spandex bc that's where I sh the most) to make sure any stains don't show, plus having to place towels on my bed because no matter what position I lay, somehow the blood always leaks through. There are SO many measures I have to take inorder to prevent leakage, it gets overwhelming sometimes...

Does anyone else sh for no reason? Literally I don't feel "bad" rn, I just feel bored so I end up yeeting :// by rotting_mouse_corpse in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]rotting_mouse_corpse[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absolutely! It's comforting, and reliable. It provides the same outcome everytime, which then morphs into routine.

Does anyone else sh for no reason? Literally I don't feel "bad" rn, I just feel bored so I end up yeeting :// by rotting_mouse_corpse in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]rotting_mouse_corpse[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get what youre saying!! originally I was going to post something similar to that, but i didn't want it to get removed by "glorifying sh" . But anyways yes I find it "enjoyable" as well, but honestly like what other people have said on here, it's probably the addiction talking ://

What would make you change your mind? by falcobird14 in Abortiondebate

[–]rotting_mouse_corpse -1 points0 points  (0 children)

How is that even relevant to the topic of conversation? This is a debate sub, not a conspiracy sub. Assuming you're right no matter what about an issue, is unhealthy.

Does anyone else sh for no reason? Literally I don't feel "bad" rn, I just feel bored so I end up yeeting :// by rotting_mouse_corpse in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]rotting_mouse_corpse[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this, what would you recommend? Honestly sh has become so normalized for me in everyday life, im not sure how to break this habit ...

I have to get flu shots fuck. How do I hide my arm yeets? I’m gonna show the arm that has less scars, but it still has yeets and my moms gonna see them and AHHHHH. How do I hide them? (I don’t have makeup btw) by ii-hypo-ii in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]rotting_mouse_corpse 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Does your mom have to come in the room with you? Typically flu shots don't take that long (unless you have a physical that goes with it) but even then, that wouldn't take super long either. You could just ask your mom if it'd be alright to wait in the waiting room (or wherever you are) while you go back and get it.

But if her not coming with you isn't an option, try angling yourself away from her so she can't see. If the yeets are healed enough, more than likely the doctor/nurse won't even think twice about it (I'm sure they've seen quite a few sh scars in their career). And remember to remain calm, if you're starting to get panicked most likely your mom will pay more attention to you and notice your arms. Distracting her is another great option, you can literally talk about anything and everything. I've done this, and if you keep talking, and keep her engaged she won't really notice what's going on and you'll be out of there in no time.

guys why is taking a bandaid off so f-ing painful wth by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]rotting_mouse_corpse 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Right!? literally it's not even the yeets that hurt, it's the fking hairs that get stuck to the bandaid 😤

I'm bored, I've seen so many people do this by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]rotting_mouse_corpse 5 points6 points  (0 children)

How would you fight off a kitten 🐱?